Hello lovely ladies,

Thank you so much for the many encouraging messages in response to my mail. I have had so many kind messages and I appreciate all the love and support from you I-A-P ladies!

So yesterday I obviously found out from my blood test that I did not ovulate. I left my contact number with the staff and they said they would call me with the result of Mondays blood test to confirm I wasn't pregnant and then I could start my pills to induce my AF.

I had a call from the sister (nurse) called me this morning from the fertility clinic, before I went to work and I had a really long chat with her on the phone. She informed me that I wasn't pregnant (which I already knew! My HCG level was 2!)

Anyway she was asking why I was having this done and I explained about the x-ray I was waiting on, the HSG scan as it's know. (where I'm having the dye inserted into my cervix and then an x-ray to check my tubes etc) and she was like 'Oh right I see, well I'll book you in and then we can sort out you taking the pills to make AF come'

She then looked through all my previous blood results because I started asking her about the fact I didn't ovulate even after the clomid. She then said that looking at my blood result from September she would say that I have polycystic ovaries.

Apparently my FSH was 5.3 which is normal for my age as it needs to be under 8 and my LH is suppose to be less then the FSH number but it was 22.2. So a lot higher. She said obviously my doctor doesn't know what she was talking about when she told me that 22.2 was low before!!! No kidding! She did give me the clomid without any follow up!!

So now I have been hit with another obstacle! I am going to supply the hospital with my DBF sperm sample next week when I have a scan booked for 26th.

Then I will have to wait and see what they say about everything when I go back to the consultant on the 14th December.

I am going to have a long talk with my DBF as well about what we want to do, if we want to go through the stress next year or if we want to move and then sort out things like that and then go back to TTC, unless of course we need IVF and then we can just be put on the list and wait! I really do not know what to do now, now that everything is going to be so much harder then expected. I am so done with stressing about everything and worrying about Oing and AF and CP and CM etc etc and I haven't been enjoying myself, everything has become so serious and I have noticed that DBF and I are arguing more I am not happy about that either!

A friend of mine is 10 weeks pregnant and she has PCOS and her DF has low sperm count so I know it does happen naturally so I am just trying to work out what is the best thing to do.