20-5-2010 - Nervous about tomorrow

My mood while writing this blog: tired

Well, I am at work right now going on 3 hours of sleep. We had to take our 15 month old daughter to the pediatric Hospital Emergency room last night. She was running a fever of 104.2. They ran a bunch of tests and determined that she has a viral infection. All she is taking is motrin and tylenol. I felt so sorry for her. She was so tired and didn't feel well. On the bright side... no fever today so far ;) We are taking her to her regular doctor first thing in the morning for a follow up. Hopefully she will say that she looks ok and hopefully no more fever. That was SCARY!!

So tomorrow... is my ultrasound and first doctor's appointment. I can not believe that it is here already. I am still so scared! I am trying to be positive. I think I am trying to prepare myself in case something bad happens and they can't find a heart beat. Maybe I somehow think that will make it easier. Who knows... I am just crazy. Having 2 miscarriages makes every pregnancy hard. I am trying to stay positive. Less than 24 hours away!! Say a little prayer ;)