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03-4-2008 - April 2nd, 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

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A little background history. The father of my child and I have different religious beliefs. We have been together for 3 years, and this is our 2nd pregnancy, we had a miscarriage on Oct. 2007.

He told his family about the pregnancy, and they completely disowned him, and dissapproved of it. Up until that point, he was the perfect boyfriend and father, doing everything around the house, and making sure I took my vitamins and eating healthy for this baby.

Last night, he left us. He decided he didn't want to "lose his family" over the baby, and decided to walk away. I am on my 10th week, and tomorrow I have my 2nd. Dr's appointment. I am devastated.

I'm sorry if I am not supposed to write stuff like this here, but I know all of you who are reading this would understand the way that I am feeling, having a baby. and you can imagine what is like to have from one minute to another see yourself lacking the biggest support you thought you had.

I welcome advice, and kind words, as I don't want to transmit this sadness I'm feeling to my little one. I am standing 100% strong to bring this little angel with or without him.

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