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| 05-4-2008 - life update april 4 08 |
My mood while writing this blog: sad |
Well.... Im getting divorced ! Papers have been served and my husband has decided that he doesnt love or care about me anymore. By the way we were madly in love 2 weeks ago..???? I know, makes no sense. i served him w/ divorce papers when he didnt come home or call me for 3 days !!! Than i checked his voicemail and there was a girl that left him a message. Not untill yeterday afternoon did he tell me that she was just a friend and she needed a ride home. So maybe he's lying, maybe i made a mistake... i don't know !! But i begged for him back..... I BEGGED !!!!!!! I begged him not to break our family up. But he said that he doesn't want us anymore. He has moved on.... He actually brought his new girlfirend to my home to pick my kids up !!!!!! Can yoou believe the nerve !! Well, i still love him alot... i feel stupid, but that is still my husband, was my best friend, and the father of all three children..It is what it is, and it sucks. But i think we both new that it was going to an end after we stopped going to church. Thats the only way we can make it, and apparently we're not worth another shot of his time. He will realize one day that we all miss him and love him and wanted him back. But you can only tell your wife you don't want her so much before she believes and moves on........ I'm ok. Gotta worry over my unborn now. It's just the way life is. Nothing is ever for certain !! Even when you can bet your life on it at the moment...
1 Comments on life update april 4 08Teandra -
Monday, 7 Apr That is so sad. They say prayer works. May you and your family be blessed.