31-8-2011 - To Be or Not to Be

My mood while writing this blog: Distant

So who wants to be pregnant?? I do! That's freaking who...

I'm tired of sitting around waiting month after month wanting a baby and not getting any answers.. Well dammit, somebody better tell me something!! I've moved back to good 'ol up north Chicago and just booked an appointment with, what seems like, a nice family doctor and someone I want to discuss my non-pregnancy issues with. Hopefully I will get some answers this time.

I might have PCOS, but we'll find out on September 15 because that's when my first appointment is. I hope that's not the case and I just need progestrone or something. Maybe I'm lacking in vitamins.. I eat fiber one bars everyday. Ever since I seen the commercial with the husband and wife in the kitchen, very funny and clever, I've been eating them. Oh boy, did I find out the hard way that I was missing fiber in my diet LOL!

Ok, now that I've rambled on... Here's what's happening to my body this month. July 14th was my last period. I had 6 days of brown spotting (Aug.15th-20th). No red at all what-so-ever and I've also had to wear panty liners some of those days and others I did not. During that whole time I had breast pains. Usually I get breast pains before I come on but never during my period or when I'm spotting. A couple of those days I did get a little nauseated. Then, last week starting the 24th...I had a major break out. I'm mean pimples all over my face. I almost cried. On Sunday the 28th, I started to feel mild cramping and I thought OK weird. I baby danced 3x that day. Wasn't planned, it just happened ;-)

Aug. 29- Slight cramps, light breast pain and still breaking out.

Aug. 30-Still cramping... Dull cramps like AF is coming... Not even a hint of blood on tissue all day. Medium breast pain.. And great gained 3plbs.. I went from 146 to 149. Breasts are medium sore.

Today Aug. 31-My boobs are mild sore.. Mostly nipples today, and I'm still cramping.

Anyone at this point would yell... "OMG you're definitely pregnant!" While in my mind I'm thinking. "Signs? What Signs?! Oh, AF is coming. She'll be knocking at my door within the next few days."

See ladies this is why I'm afraid to test. If I was regular I would have whipped out a pregnancy test so fast, it would probably be positive before I peed on it! With all these signs how could I not be pregnant?! I know I better be or I'm really going to start taking some extreme measures and DP is going to be so worn out he'll never want to have sex again.. Well, at least not for a while. Who would ever guess that men get tired of having sex more than women...

Thanks for reading my lovely ladies. Oh and I'm on CD 49.. According to my Period Tracker on my phone- this month I'm 10 days late!! Forgot to add that I was sick all last week too. Just out of the blue it hit me...