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|31-8-2011 - To Be or Not to Be
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So who wants to be pregnant?? I do! That's freaking who...
I'm tired of sitting around waiting month after month wanting a baby and not getting any answers.. Well dammit, somebody better tell me something!! I've moved back to good 'ol up north Chicago and just booked an appointment with, what seems like, a nice family doctor and someone I want to discuss my non-pregnancy issues with. Hopefully I will get some answers this time.
I might have PCOS, but we'll find out on September 15 because that's when my first appointment is. I hope that's not the case and I just need progestrone or something. Maybe I'm lacking in vitamins.. I eat fiber one bars everyday. Ever since I seen the commercial with the husband and wife in the kitchen, very funny and clever, I've been eating them. Oh boy, did I find out the hard way that I was missing fiber in my diet LOL!
Ok, now that I've rambled on... Here's what's happening to my body this month. July 14th was my last period. I had 6 days of brown spotting (Aug.15th-20th). No red at all what-so-ever and I've also had to wear panty liners some of those days and others I did not. During that whole time I had breast pains. Usually I get breast pains before I come on but never during my period or when I'm spotting. A couple of those days I did get a little nauseated. Then, last week starting the 24th...I had a major break out. I'm mean pimples all over my face. I almost cried. On Sunday the 28th, I started to feel mild cramping and I thought OK weird. I baby danced 3x that day. Wasn't planned, it just happened ;-)
Aug. 29- Slight cramps, light breast pain and still breaking out.
Aug. 30-Still cramping... Dull cramps like AF is coming... Not even a hint of blood on tissue all day. Medium breast pain.. And great gained 3plbs.. I went from 146 to 149. Breasts are medium sore.
Today Aug. 31-My boobs are mild sore.. Mostly nipples today, and I'm still cramping.
Anyone at this point would yell... "OMG you're definitely pregnant!" While in my mind I'm thinking. "Signs? What Signs?! Oh, AF is coming. She'll be knocking at my door within the next few days."
See ladies this is why I'm afraid to test. If I was regular I would have whipped out a pregnancy test so fast, it would probably be positive before I peed on it! With all these signs how could I not be pregnant?! I know I better be or I'm really going to start taking some extreme measures and DP is going to be so worn out he'll never want to have sex again.. Well, at least not for a while. Who would ever guess that men get tired of having sex more than women...
Thanks for reading my lovely ladies. Oh and I'm on CD 49.. According to my Period Tracker on my phone- this month I'm 10 days late!! Forgot to add that I was sick all last week too. Just out of the blue it hit me...
3 Comments on To Be or Not to Beagape
- Wednesday, 31 Aug I can say that i have the same symptoms like you. I am on cd 41 and always feeling as if AF is coming but it never shows up. Perhaps this time she will stay away for both of us. I am trying to wait for this Sunday to test if she does not show her ugly face before. I already tested last saturday and was a BFN now i am trying to wait. Btw i knew that it was still early for me having cycles of about 43 days. Sending you loads of baby dust hun. (((hugs))) lil.pigz
- Wednesday, 31 Aug Good grief woman..when it pours it rains for you!!! Damn, I would go nuts with whacked out cycles, so let me say I totally admire your strength and patience in not killing a medical professional:-) I will agree, those sound like some promising pg symptoms, but I have fooled myself into thinking that before too, only to be slapped in the face with a BFN. FX this is it though, your moment , your big FAT Positive♥...otherwise I have sympathy on that poor unsuspecting DR when you show up there in a state of rage,lol. damnkat
- Wednesday, 31 Aug I know. I'm the same. Part of me wants to get my hopes up when I have a long cycle, but the realist kicks and I tell myself I'm not pregnant and my stupid body is just messing with me. I'm sooooo sick of POAS only to have another BFN!!!! When will it be our turn??? If you had predictable cycles I would say test, but knowing what your body is capable of, I would just hold off for a few more weeks. I know "A few more weeks" you say, at least you wont waste a test that way. I've decided I'm not going to do a HPT until at least CD45. My last few cycles have been 43 days, short compared to yours. I wish I had some answers for you, but I would say with your irregular cycles you probably have PCO or PCOS. They will probably put you on clomid too. I have to wait until Nov 1st to see my gyno to get clomid. All the best and hope you get your BFP real soon xoxoxox