24-6-2008 - Positive Feelings 02/14/08

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Yesterday I laid down for a nap at 3:15 and didn't wake up until I got a phone call at 6:15. Oops! I told my mom and her reply was: "Pregnant?" I told MIL and she said, "Maybe you're pregnant?" I sure hope so. It would be such a happy thing for everyone involved!

I took an hpt today (what better Valentine's gift than a positive pregnancy test, right?) and it was BFN. I'm not discouraged. It's still early, and I know that. Plus, pregnant or not, I'm STARVING right now! I've been eating better (I'm an emotional eater, and what's more emotional than a miscarriage?) and I've been working hard on stopping that. But right now it has nothing to do with emotions - I'm just HUNGRY!

Hubby and I are excited at the prospect of possibly being pregnant already. I'm really excited. We're not trying to forget Maddie, but there's a hole in our family where she should have been and we want to fill that hole with a healthy child. We know that Maddie is watching over us and will always be our first child, and we love her dearly.