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andy21
Age: 22
Country: u.s.a.
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Partner: Married
Children: Yes, 1
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Due date: 23 Sep ,2011
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28-11-2008 - my story & the loss of a second baby depressed My mood while writing this blog:
depressed



well, this is my story...

i found out before Christmas of 07 that my boyfriend of 2+ years and i were pregnant. completely unplanned but extremely excited and i couldn't wait to be pregnant and have a beautiful baby. on February 9th, my boyfriend popped the question and told me that he had purchased the ring back in November and was waiting for the right moment. it was the best proposal. he even made me cry! (i'm telling you this part cuz a lot of jerks out there tried to say we were only getting married cuz i was pregnant) our first ob/gyn appointment was right before valentine's day and when we arrived at the doctor's office, they tried to use a doppler to hear the baby's heartbeat. no luck. they used the ultrasound machine. i was supposed to be 14 weeks pregnant, the baby was only 10 weeks... no heartbeat. i had to have a d&c done on valentine's day. we decided that maybe it wasn't our time and that we would just wait until after our wedding. the night before my bridal shower, i had a feeling that i was pregnant, i could feel it. i took a test and sure enough! two pink lines! i went to the doctor's, everything looked good at 4 weeks, i got married, went on my honeymoon and went back for a second appointment at 9 weeks. the baby was the perfect size, strong heartbeat, everything was great. i went back again for a 13 week appointment, and the doctor was using a doppler to search for the heartbeat, no luck. my heart dropped, not again! she decided to use an ultrasound, and there was my baby, at 9 weeks 4 days. again, the exact same thing happed to us, just two days before Thanksgiving. i went into surgery the next day and had another d&c. that was just a couple days ago. i have to go back to see the doctor and get blood test done to try and see what the problem is. i am so numb right now and have no heart. i feel like a robot or something. i feel like i am dreaming and that this is not happening again. my husband and i are going to try again but with possible hormone help and extra care. i am very scared but excited. i want to have a baby, in fact my husband and i want lots of children! i am hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst... wish me luck with this new journey i will be taking




4 Comments on my story & the loss of a second baby


mommylana - Sunday, 30 Nov
I'm so sorry there is nothing that can be said right now to make you feel better but when you do get the baby it will get easier, it did for me after I got my baby girl

Mrs.hubert - Saturday, 29 Nov
Try to stay strong...everything will work out. I know that doesn't help now!! Just keep thinking your in good hands and the doctors will get to the bottom of this to fix your problem. I know it wont help your pain now but try to think of the future to stay strong!!

ttcbby1 - Friday, 28 Nov
I am so sorry for your loss, I honestly don't know what I would do. Just keep your head up and keep believing! Your day will come! **Baby Dust**

teamnewbs - Friday, 28 Nov
i am so sorry for your loss. i know exactly what your going through, it has to be one of the hardest things i personally had to get through. i know it doesnt feel like it but eventually things will work out hopefully your pain will soon subside. take care x
Photos
my BFP (2009, 03, 12) mommy and me (2010, 05, 05) my belly at 4 weeks (2009, 04, 10) 9 weeks! (2009, 04, 09) 9 weeks from the front (2009, 04, 09) 8 weeks and 3 days (2009, 04, 09) compare (2009, 04, 10) belly shots (2009, 05, 01) my little bean at 11 weeks 3 days!! (2009, 04, 28) 15 weeks and 4 days (2009, 05, 19) 15 weeks and 4 days (2009, 05, 19) the view when i look down (2009, 05, 21)  (2008, 09, 29)  (2008, 09, 29)  (2008, 09, 29) san fransico trip (2009, 03, 11) valentine`s day in the snow! (2009, 03, 12) Click here to see all andy21`s photos

Children
Steven- (2009)

Latest blogs
07-9-2011 - it's been way too long!
20-4-2011 - making myself worry
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04-4-2011 - Potty Training
14-3-2011 - 12 weeks -3 days
08-3-2011 - 11 weeks
28-2-2011 - 10 week appointment
20-2-2011 - baby's heartbeat
16-2-2011 - Bleeding
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02-2-2011 - Please look!
31-1-2011 - 1st Prenatal Visit
15-1-2011 - First Trimester
13-1-2011 - BFP!!!
12-1-2011 - possible BFP???
02-1-2011 - CD17
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17-12-2010 - On to TTC cycle #3
15-12-2010 - trying to be patient!
06-12-2010 - hoping this is my month!
02-12-2010 - getting frustrated
21-11-2010 - my mom's dream
20-11-2010 - it\'s been too long!
03-10-2010 - mommy survey
19-9-2010 - update
08-9-2010 - when we are going to TTC
30-8-2010 - 3rd miscarriage =[
16-8-2010 - 9 weeks today
12-8-2010 - baby's heart beat
09-8-2010 - First Ob/Gyn Appointment
08-8-2010 - madam zaritska prediction
22-7-2010 - Steven's 9 month check up
11-7-2010 - hubby survey
09-7-2010 - 11 DPO and BFP!!
08-7-2010 - 10 DPO
06-7-2010 - 2 week wait
27-6-2010 - i'm ovulating! lol
27-6-2010 - another opk shot
26-6-2010 - OPK tets
21-6-2010 - tests came today!
12-6-2010 - she came...
09-6-2010 - waiting for AF
07-6-2010 - bringing myself down
03-6-2010 - more TTC stuff
26-5-2010 - not sure...
25-5-2010 - TTC
24-5-2010 - nursing and TTC??
18-8-2009 - a scare!!!
01-8-2009 - 26 weeks
03-7-2009 - g-diapers
02-7-2009 - trying a new ob/gyn
29-6-2009 - 21 week appointment
25-6-2009 - hubby's interview...
23-6-2009 - yay good news
15-6-2009 - we are gonna move!
12-6-2009 - help, any advice???
10-6-2009 - mixed emotions
05-6-2009 - maternity clothes
03-6-2009 - weird drama update
02-6-2009 - weird drama kinda
02-6-2009 - 17 week appointment
23-5-2009 - it's a...
22-5-2009 - boy or girl???
05-5-2009 - 13 weeks
29-4-2009 - 12 weeks and 1 day
27-4-2009 - crazy weekend
20-4-2009 - stuff??? haha
17-4-2009 - 10 week appointment
07-4-2009 - worrying...
25-3-2009 - i dunno...
16-3-2009 - hate work
02-3-2009 - great news
23-2-2009 - trying again??? maybe
28-11-2008 - my story & the loss of a second baby
28-10-2008 - second doctor's appointment
15-10-2008 - morning sickness

Polls
  1. Tomorrow night we find out if we are having a BOY or a GIRL. What do you ladies ...
    Date: 6-4-2011 Votes: 44 Comments: 1

  2. Have any of you ladies tried the GenderMaker prediction test?? I know they aren`...
    Date: 14-3-2011 Votes: 22 Comments: 2

  3. right now i have 3 different due dates. based off my LMP- Sept 23rd. based off m...
    Date: 9-3-2011 Votes: 57 Comments: 10

  4. Any thoughts would be appreciated! Especially from anyone who is pregnant with t...
    Date: 2-2-2011 Votes: 50 Comments: 1

  5. has anyone taken the Clear Blue Digital Test ? When it shows `Pregnant` on the s...
    Date: 14-12-2010 Votes: 1 Comments: 13

  6. I am only 3DPO- am I crazy for feeling pregnant already?...
    Date: 8-12-2010 Votes: 23 Comments: 0

  7. have you ever had a gutted feeling that something was wrong with your pregnancy ...
    Date: 18-8-2010 Votes: 29 Comments: 3

  8. I am going to see my ob/gyn when I am 8 weeks pregnant. Do you think I will get ...
    Date: 30-7-2010 Votes: 52 Comments: 8

  9. What DPO were you when you got your BFP??...
    Date: 7-7-2010 Votes: 21 Comments: 1

  10. not the best picture but, does it look like my OPK from today is slighty darker?...
    Date: 26-6-2010 Votes: 18 Comments: 1

  11. how long after your 1st LO did you start TTC???...
    Date: 1-6-2010 Votes: 36 Comments: 8

  12. I was thinking of having my baby shower when I`m 33 weeks. What do you think?...
    Date: 16-7-2009 Votes: 69 Comments: 6

  13. CLOTH DIAPER MOMMAS!!! have you ever used bum genius diapers? and if so, which d...
    Date: 14-7-2009 Votes: 6 Comments: 4

  14. What type of diapers are you planning to use and why?...
    Date: 6-7-2009 Votes: 60 Comments: 10

  15. What type of birth are you planning for?...
    Date: 2-7-2009 Votes: 51 Comments: 8

  16. how do i look for 20 weeks?...
    Date: 19-6-2009 Votes: 10 Comments: 0

  17. first time pregnancies- when did your belly finally `pop`??...
    Date: 16-6-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 6

  18. how far do i look?...
    Date: 19-5-2009 Votes: 7 Comments: 0

  19. according to my LMP I am 13 weeks and 3 days today. at 8 weeks 3 days I had an u...
    Date: 8-5-2009 Votes: 38 Comments: 7

  20. how do i look for 12 weeks 3 days?...
    Date: 1-5-2009 Votes: 69 Comments: 3

  21. when did you start showing? or noticing a tummy? (first pregnancy)...
    Date: 1-5-2009 Votes: 66 Comments: 8


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