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| 16-6-2009 - 17 weeks |
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I am just starting this site and think its pretty neat!This is my 5th preg but will be my fourth child,I miscarried between my first and second child.I had what they called a blighted ovum and that is when everything start s off right and then the baby just quits growing usually around 5 to 8 weeks.I didn't even know this happened until I started bleeding at 11weeks and they did an ultrasound and found that the baby stopped growing about my 5th to 6th wks.Any miscarriage is hard but it was really great to find out 2 months later I was expecting again and now he is a healthy 6 1/2 yr old!I am now 17 wks along and seem somewhat out of sorts with this preg.I don't know if its because this will be my fourth and maybe im pushin it when it comes to having healthy babies?My husband is fine now but I still sense the "trapped" feelings he potrays.When I say trapped I mean the"here we go again with sleepless nights,constant worrying,not alot of mommy/daddy time etc".Don't get me wrong he is here to stay, his kids are his life but I sense the resentment toward me at times!On a lighter note I am excited just going through the same is the baby ok questions in my head day in and day out!I find out at 23 weeks(somewhat irritated by this) but Im not the DR so I guess I wait!
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