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so i already left this on one of forums but i really have a lot more to say about this subject....oh my gosh i can't stand my fiance right now. i'm 29 weeks pregnant and we still don't have single thing for our baby nothing at all well i guess we have a couple baby blankets, he complains about his financial state which i don't understand because i am on medicare so he doesn't pay any of the doctor bills he's bought me a few new outfits since i can't fit into a single thing i own but yet he can go buy a brand new saddle and all new tack which totals about $2,000 but he can't even buy stuff for our baby that is almost here. he gets mad at me for everything if i don't clean the house,pick up after him or let him sleep in til 10 o'clock everyday when he is off work for two weeks and doesn't even want to spend ONE day with just the two of us its drivin me crazy and making me feel like a peice of crap. I'm still in college and starting to pay my student loans i don't have job because i'm pregnant and so i don't know what to do.. if i tell him i'm mad at him he just gets mad at me for absolutely nothing just so that he has an excuse to be a jerk. he works for two weeks in wyoming then is back in colorado for two weeks i just want to be happy but seems like he doesn't want to be whenever things are going good he has to start some dumb reason for us to fight about. i guess i'm just venting right now but i really don't know if i can take it anymore i just want to be happy and not cry over bad things .. oh yeah also about the financial crap he is now wanting to buy another damn horse he already has 4 right now (one just died) we are trying to buy a house but yet he doesn't think before he buys most the crap that he buys and that stuff is all for him none of it has to do with us as a family or our baby i don't get it he is being so selfish like he doesn't even care bout me or his baby i can't stand it all i do is cry about all of this part of me doesn't even want this baby to come into this world right now i wish he could just stay in me for longer and maybe by then everything will be ok and happy i don't want my child to have to deal with the shit i am having to deal with right now it won't be fair to him.
Comments on well happy mothers day haha :(
| 12-5-2008 - well happy mothers day haha :( |  My mood while writing this blog:upset |
so i already left this on one of forums but i really have a lot more to say about this subject....oh my gosh i can't stand my fiance right now. i'm 29 weeks pregnant and we still don't have single thing for our baby nothing at all well i guess we have a couple baby blankets, he complains about his financial state which i don't understand because i am on medicare so he doesn't pay any of the doctor bills he's bought me a few new outfits since i can't fit into a single thing i own but yet he can go buy a brand new saddle and all new tack which totals about $2,000 but he can't even buy stuff for our baby that is almost here. he gets mad at me for everything if i don't clean the house,pick up after him or let him sleep in til 10 o'clock everyday when he is off work for two weeks and doesn't even want to spend ONE day with just the two of us its drivin me crazy and making me feel like a peice of crap. I'm still in college and starting to pay my student loans i don't have job because i'm pregnant and so i don't know what to do.. if i tell him i'm mad at him he just gets mad at me for absolutely nothing just so that he has an excuse to be a jerk. he works for two weeks in wyoming then is back in colorado for two weeks i just want to be happy but seems like he doesn't want to be whenever things are going good he has to start some dumb reason for us to fight about. i guess i'm just venting right now but i really don't know if i can take it anymore i just want to be happy and not cry over bad things .. oh yeah also about the financial crap he is now wanting to buy another damn horse he already has 4 right now (one just died) we are trying to buy a house but yet he doesn't think before he buys most the crap that he buys and that stuff is all for him none of it has to do with us as a family or our baby i don't get it he is being so selfish like he doesn't even care bout me or his baby i can't stand it all i do is cry about all of this part of me doesn't even want this baby to come into this world right now i wish he could just stay in me for longer and maybe by then everything will be ok and happy i don't want my child to have to deal with the shit i am having to deal with right now it won't be fair to him.
Comments on well happy mothers day haha :(
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