21-7-2008 - Waiting...

My mood while writing this blog: impatient

Well I just figured I'd give an update. AF should be coming to visit today :( I took a test on Friday and it was a BFN. I got so depressed, it ruined my day . I thought that it might have still been a little early but promised myself I would not test again and just wait for AF to not show up. Well it's Monday and I know she's creeping around somewhere. I was aggitated all weekend and took it out on Mike(my bf). I told him his little swimmers suck!! I later felt really bad and made up for it by taking him to dinner. I guess I had it set in my mind that the first month trying would be a piece of cake considering I was pretty much on schedule with ovulating and bd'ing and all that. Turns out, it's a little more difficult when your actually trying to concieve. This month I've decided no peeing on sticks, no monitors and no testing early. Just going to have fun and do it the natural way. I pretty much know when I'm ovulating so we'll just work around that and see what happens. I just want to be pregnant soooo bad again. Mike wants this just as bad as me and is so excited about starting a family. Were moving into our new house on August 1st so that's really exciting. We can finally just relax and enjoy life. Okay so, gotta get back to work. I wish all the TTC'ers plenty of Baby~Dust and all the BFP'ers a healthy and happy pregnancy!! Here's to Month 2 of TTC! Wish me luck ladies :)