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| 15-3-2010 - Hormonal Train Wreck! |
My mood while writing this blog: Up and Down |
One minute, I'm all happy and smiles and rainbows and butterflies and unicorns and stickers and glitter and sunshine. At the blink of an eye, I am the Wicked Witch. Seriously, give me my broom stick. Then I'm in tears!! Everything offends me and makes me cry and I'm trying so hard to be logical and NOT get upset, but my hormones are a bit overpowering right now.
I threw up a poll on this site and another site, asking which name people prefer for a boy: Charlies "Charlie" Gabriel or John "Jack" Gabriel. Well, on the OTHER site (not this one, I don't want anyone to think I encountered any meanies) someone wrote to me:
"The names are too "boring" there are so many nice names out there! how
about something more up to date!
"
I cried!! I know I took it too hard, but seriously. I don't think they are boring. I think they are classic. Anywho, that really upset me. We are still probably going to decide between those two, but now I keep thinking about what that person said. Jerk.
I also had someone tell me that Avery is a "horrid" name for a girl because it is a "Masculine Boy's Name". That upset me, too... especially since I clearly said that it is one of our favorite girl's names. How about, if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all? She is allowed to have her opinion on the name, but if it is something that is going to offend someone, how about keep it to yourself? *sigh*
I find out what I am having in 5 weeks and there is no way we will have a name picked. Oh well... as long as we have one when the baby gets here.
I've been having some TERRIBLE cramping. But no spotting, so I'm waiting to bring it up at my appointment on Monday. But really, it is the exact same as cramping I get right before I start my period. Like, the day I start my period. I've had stretching pains and pulling pains, but this is clearly a different kind of pain. I can't describe it as anything except cramping. But, again, no blood. So I'm staying pretty calm about it... well, trying. I also occasionally get a sharp pain in my vagina. I don't know how to describe it... it is a sharp stabbing pain... well, inside my vagina! Like, possibly my cervix?? I don't know what pain in my cervix feels like, but I can only assume that it what it is. Does anyone know what that may be?? Also, (TMI TMI TMI) I have a LOT of discharge, especially when I am cramping. It is thick and dry and sticky and kinda mucous-y? It's pretty gross, and I don't remember this with my daughter at all.
If anyone knows anything about the weird things I've mentioned, please let me know! Otherwise, I see my doctor on Monday and will be asking him about it then. And in 5 weeks we find out what I am having!!!!!!! Yay!!!
Big Love!!
2 Comments on Hormonal Train Wreck!lovingmytoddler -
Monday, 15 Mar awwww, how cruel, some people have no heart. People all have opinions, some just don't know how to critique. Instead they critisize. The names you chose are perfect. I like them. And it only matters on what your heart tells you. This is your child and the one you will alays love when you call his/her name. Oh and I feel you on the emotional roller coaster emotions, when I was preggo with my daughter I cried for everything and was so mean too my husband.LOL MasonandEvasMommy -
Monday, 15 Mar Don't even stress about what people may think of potential names...it's your baby, your choice and some people have nothing better to do than be cruel. Keep your chin up!! :)