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| 29-9-2008 - Dont think i will make scan tomorrow |
My mood while writing this blog: angry |
I have had so much stress already in this past few days with interfering mates who are starting fights that i had to face one last nnight who was drunk and told me exactly what she thought of me. She cant see how my personal life is none of her biusess and does nothing but slag off my boyfriend. She has threatnened me with social services next year and everything else.
All over something stupid. I am giving all the baby stuff back to her as i want nothing more to do with the nasty piece of work. My hormones are all over the place and she has made them worse and i have started being sick again and my throat is sore with swollen glands. I dont feel like scan at all tomorrow as i am nervous enough and the stress of this will make me crack! i just want to go to bed and pull the covers over my head until i feel better and stronger.
i couldnt argue to much back as i didnt want the stress or any damage to the baby. I would never forgive her if she had of caused me to miscarry. if i wasnt pregnant i would have probably ripped her face off. but i am bigger than that and there was no talking to her. My other mate was here and she even started on her and had her crying!
she is out of mu life after she gets the car seat she bought me back as she tol me to burn it. i want nothing from them. These where suppose to be my babies god parents and i am glad to find out what they really thoughtof me befiore they interefered anymore.
So if i do make it to my scan tomorrow it will be a miracle! i am scared enough giong never mind all this.
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