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| 18-10-2008 - double digits |
My mood while writing this blog: bored |
Well double digits today and 3rd trimester tomorrow! 14 weeks and 2 days left till due date and I hope to god its not over due or i will be cracking up as i am really bored now.
Last night i was kicked awake so much and i am sooo tired today! I want to go back to bed only dont want to feel all crappy when I wake up again. but the boredom is getting to me now. waiting for my shopping to be deleivered so it could come early also and feeling really sick here. Sore back the lot, i am a serial complainer now. I could win medals if i competed in the world winging championships, if that dosnt exist i will create that to.
so it still aint sunk in that i wll have a baby, i dont think it will until i see it then i get nervous in case sometihng goes wrong and i come gome empty handed :( i dont think i could bare to go on if that happened. I am trying to stay positive but its so hard to imagine me with a baby, well i can but its hard to believe. Darren and i will be taking turns at feeding times so i have help. I just hope i can cope with the lack of sleep as thats not a strong piont for me.
I really want to lye down now i am exhausted afrter cleaning and hearing my neighbour repeatably tell me i look aweful, very nice of her. I look like a corpse in my eyes but dont tell me!
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