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30-1-2009 - Over due and fed up

My mood while writing this blog: pissed off !

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I feel so disheartened now. I feel like I will never give birth and nothing is happening apart from everything swelling, high bp and headaches. And I keep telling midwifes and they are just checkig on me daily now. I want to go into labour.

My last hospital app on wednesday i was so frustrated I near took a nervous break down infront of them as I thought i would have had baby by now. I had a false alarm when I thought my waters broke a day before then to fond out the baby hasnt even moved far enough down. It stil hasnt budged yet. I know it can at the last min but i have no signs now ths weeks of anyting happenening and i am fed up with all this. Everyone I know on other forms that was due afte me or around the same time have had theri babies and i am jealous. I feel really irate. I cant seem to get a grip on things. I know it will come when its ready but my poor body seems to be caving in under it all.

They didnt give me no date for induction in case i didnt go, that would have made me feel better least i would know when at the latest. No point on having any of them teas or stuff like that as baby is not down and i would end up a c section i was told . Given no hope at all.

I wanted my baby in january and it dosnt look that way now. People keep asking me if i gave birth and i know they mean well but i cant answer them all the same things as it winds me up. some sound like they blame me! like i cant make this happen if i could i would have my baby by now.

I have depression from it all now :(

just want to go in to labour., dads has my birthing ball pumped up so i will give that a go even though i was told there was no point in that either.

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3 Comments on Over due and fed up


X-LeahsMummy-X - Monday, 2 Feb
loads of labour dust to yooou!! come on baby!
really hope she comes soon hun xxxx

bezzi44 - Friday, 30 Jan
Not much I can say to make you feel better... all those old wives tales might not 'bring on' labor but somethings help to make your cervix softer and your uterus stronger so they may still be worth trying.

Hopefully you'l be one of those ladies with a power labor. BAM...here comes baby. =)

Labor dust!


Liquidxx - Friday, 30 Jan
=(( I feel bad for you.. i just want this damn kid out already too.