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|12-8-2010 - MC followup
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So, it's been about a week and a half since my miscarriage. My bleeding has stopped completely and I'm supposed to be going into the doctor to have a blood test to check my hormone levels this week. Luckily for me, my wedding reception (we got married away and are having a party for all of our friends and family) is this weekend, which has been a welcome distraction. I've been able to start working out again and physically feel pretty normal...although I never felt all that different when I was pregnant anyway.
One thing that I've noticed is that overnight I'm obsessed with trying to become pregnant again. My husband and I weren't yet officially "trying" when we got pregnant the 1st time, so to be now consumed with thoughts ovulation and TTC is strange for me. It seems that pregnant women, commercials or TV shows about pregnancy, and babies are everywhere..something I didn't notice before. I actually feel desperate to be pregnant immediately, and worry that I'm setting myself up for disappointment. Also I'm not working (I get the summer off), so I don't have a lot of distractions from thoughts of wanting a baby so much...haha not that I'm complaining! So basically I'm a woman obsessed.......
3 Comments on MC followupantiguababy
- Monday, 16 Aug Thanks ladies, you're so sweet! Jdubb--I wish I didn't have to be a memeber of the club, but I'm happy to be in such good company! Mama of Baby Brown
- Friday, 13 Aug I was in your shoes in February... Not TTC, finding out I was pregnant and SO excited!!!! Then, within a week of finding out, lost the little one. I could have wrote the blog you did about the baby... That was EXACTLY how I felt... And my SIL announced she was pregnant the same time as me (minutes after we told the family) and everything went fine for her--my nephew will be born the first week of October. I became a woman obsessed with pregnancy. I HAD to get pregnant after what we experienced. I agree about the commercials, TV shows, etc that you never thought of before now seem to be EVERYWHERE along with beautiful big belly pregnant women everywhere you go. It WILL happen for you! Just give it a few months--although it will FEEL like forever. And yes, you will be PARANOID, worried, panicked for a good portion of your pregnancy (I was and still am) but it's just because you love the baby so much! Keep me posted on your TTC. Good luck and baby dust to you! jdubb
- Friday, 13 Aug You are oficially a member of the obsessed neurotic womens club. We were waiting for you to join us! lol FYI it doesn't get any better once you get your BFP, take it from me!