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| 12-8-2010 - MC followup | My mood while writing this blog:OK |
So, it's been about a week and a half since my miscarriage. My bleeding has stopped completely and I'm supposed to be going into the doctor to have a blood test to check my hormone levels this week. Luckily for me, my wedding reception (we got married away and are having a party for all of our friends and family) is this weekend, which has been a welcome distraction. I've been able to start working out again and physically feel pretty normal...although I never felt all that different when I was pregnant anyway.
One thing that I've noticed is that overnight I'm obsessed with trying to become pregnant again. My husband and I weren't yet officially "trying" when we got pregnant the 1st time, so to be now consumed with thoughts ovulation and TTC is strange for me. It seems that pregnant women, commercials or TV shows about pregnancy, and babies are everywhere..something I didn't notice before. I actually feel desperate to be pregnant immediately, and worry that I'm setting myself up for disappointment. Also I'm not working (I get the summer off), so I don't have a lot of distractions from thoughts of wanting a baby so much...haha not that I'm complaining! So basically I'm a woman obsessed.......