25-11-2008 - DUE DATE!!

My mood while writing this blog: hopeful

Yep...still in there!!! I LOVE the one of my dogs paw on my belly hahhah...he`s so cute.

ANYWAY so yesss, it`s my due date. Nothing happening. My BP was reading quite high and I kinda got excited thinking maybe I could go in to my doc office and get them to check it. If it was high in there maybe they`d do something...hahhha I sound desperate. I know I should relax...the ultrasound dated her older than going by my last period.,.so maybe she`s younger than we think anyway. I know we`re all excited to see our babies..and it just gets harder with each day to wait..when you`re grumpy and tired and sick of everyone asking when you`ll POP..ughhh I hate that.

Well all in all this has been an easy pregnancy..I`m thinking I`m silly for thinking I would have her early and easily..NOW that its not happening early..what if it doesn`t happen easy either. I keep thinking as each day passes...she gets bigger..then what if I need to be induced..then what if that doesn`t make things happen and what if my last and biggest nightmare of C-section comes true!! ARGGHHH I will hurt someone hahha...I just PRAY I can have her naturally..

all my love to you my sweet Madelyne...I promise I`ll try to be patient and come when you`re ready as I`ll be ready for you

Hope everyone is feeling fine..SOON we will be mommies!!!