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13-11-2008 - loosing my mind

My mood while writing this blog: stressed

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Ok so first off i dont want pitty I am just needing to vent.

Ok well he is deployed as yall know. And he says he set up an allotment and it was suppose to hit my bank account in September and it is now the middle of November. So I don't know what the hell is going on if he did it or if he didn't I don't know. But I do know that I am so broke right now I am frikkin broke they are coming to get my car by tomorrow if I don't give them $500 by tonight so now I will be 27 weeks pregnant and have to go to doctors appt. and I will have no car. And aother kicker is Drum roll please As of December 18th I will no longer have health insurance. Woo Hoo right? And The sad part about this all is that my EX-HUSBAND (Michael)is supporting me right now and helping me out making sure that I eat right and go to all my doctors appts. He was even up with me all night last nigh rubbing my legs cause I had such bad leg cramps, you would think that this was his baby. and not chucks. But the sad thing is is that I love him but I don't know what to do with him right now. His family (MOM) is helping me out more than he is. She just paid my phone bill so I can have a phone just incase something happens and I need to call for help or anything. And now my BIGGEST worry is that my ex-husband will use it against me and try to take my daughter away from me. He has already told me that if chuck doesn't start helping me out by next month he is gonna go to his command and tell them. And that he is gonna tell them that he can't believe that he is supporting me and his baby and he is not and he wants to know why. But i do understand where Michael is coming from it is just stressful ya know and being without a car I don't know what the hell I am gonna do. I am just totally frikking EEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR. OH OH OH and another great thing is my ex Michael, Is getting out of the Army in like 4-6 months do to a med board so he is going back to California And I think I am gonna tell chuck that if he doesn't start helping me out then I am gonna go back to California too and stay with my mom and dad till he gets his head out of his ass ya know.But then I feel bad for his family cause they won't be around to see their granddaughter. But at least I know that we will be taken care of ya know. I don't FRIKKIN KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO!!!!!!

Ok well i could go on and on and on and on so i will stop now before this blog gets so long no one wants to read it. Thank you all for listening.

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3 Comments on loosing my mind


~amy~ - Friday, 14 Nov
Sorry to hear about that.. stress and vent all you want- we're here lol! Is there any way that you can contact him while he is deployed and ask him where the allotment is?

MommaLou - Thursday, 13 Nov
WOW!!! I'm so sorry to hear all that. It really sucks cuz you have all these fears & frustrations & u have to wait till he calls to say anything about them. I know how hard that can be. But on the bight side at least you do have someone that care about you & is trying to help you out. Hope things work there self out for you!!!!

i-am-finally-preggo - Thursday, 13 Nov
jeez I'm sorry.