19-1-2009 - i cant believe him

My mood while writing this blog: mad

OH MY GOD I CAN NOT BELEIVE THIS MAN.

Ok so first of all... In Novenber he sends me his atm card from Iraq, (which i never asked him for)And he tells me to get whatever it is that the baby and I need. so that is what I have done. To start off with there was 5,000 in his account. Well there was Christmas which i spent a little more than I should of and I told him that. I spent like 1600 on my daughter and family. well then i got anything and everything that you could think of for a baby. Carseat, Stroller, Playpin,Highchair, Swing, Bassinet, Bouncer seat, Crib, Mattress for the crib, Clothes, Diapers,Wipes, just everything. and he has never had kids or been around them so he doesnt know how expencive it is to purchase these things. So i saved every recipt for everything. even if i got something to eat i have the recipt.

And then 4 days ago he calls me and tells me that he got us a house that i needed to go and pay the deposit and the first months rent. So I did and now his account is under 1000 and he is freaking out on me. But i have tried to get him to understand that i also had to buy food to live on and gas in the vehicle to get bailey back and forth to school and all that stuff. But i guess he just dosent get it.

So i told him tonight that if he doesnt want to support this baby that I will take everything back and i will do it myself and he can have his money back. I dont know what it is i just cant handel it anymore. It is not like i havent given him every recipt for everything. And on top of it He tlls me to go and get things for the house that we need. And i told him that all of these things cost money. They dont just give it away, you have to pay for it. Trust me i wish it was that easy but it is not.

Ok well i could go on and on and on about this but i will stop now before i get myself all worked up and put myself into preterm labor. thanks for reading and listening to me bitch.