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13-9-2009 - My Story

My mood while writing this blog: bored

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hello everyone!

well my name is ashleigh i'm 19 and ive been on this site since i was 5weeks pregnant! I've never written a blog but i think im going to start since its a good strees reliever and no one on this site knows me so i can say stuff on here i normally would never lol!

Well me an my baby's daddy were 2gether for 2years the last like 4 months were off an on but we were wanting to have a baby. (I know we r crazy) But his name is Buddy (real legal name) and he has a 2yr old daughter and we were all living together from when he first got her at 3mo. old till about 11months then we moved out of our place cos the fighting began! but since we had his daughter n stuff we knew wut it was like with a baby and we wanted one that was ours~ Well we got one and he had been getting on my nerves before i was pregnant but i just started being a total bitch to him i have no idea why, maybe i was just already out of love with him. but seriously everything he did pissed me off! Just about eveything he said i was like wow ur gay! I was so mean to him! finally I was 9weeks prego and we took a roadtrip to nebraska from CO and while we were there with friends we of course got n a fight, i went to bed and he stayed up and I guess smoked pot with some friends (which I told him i didnt wanna b with him if he did that) so he totally tried to lie to me about it an we ended up driving home early, didnt say one word the whole trip homE! fun right?Well i broke up with him for that ( i think it was more like my way out of the relationship) He kept callin and tryin to get bak together and i wouldnt and then after like 2months he stopped calling and I got sad lol i kno im crazy but its like he didnt want me anymore i just need someone 2 want me even if im not with them.

he ended up no talking to me till right up to my due date when he called me from jail he was n jail for the birth and he got out came and saw him when he was 2weeks, said he was gonna come by then next day and never showed or called and about a month later i get a call from him saying hes in jail and asking me 2 go visit him. I was like no u had a month to come c him im not gonna come c u now.

Now my son is 5months old Buddy is still in jail and hasn't called for a couple months, i recently found out from his family that he is denying my son? after how long? im pretty sure he's just telling his family that cos his family hates me and he just wants them to think that, but he looks just like him so i dunno.

thats all for now i tend to write alot but this is my whole baby daddy drama story!

Thats the ex and my baby daddy and his daughter who is now 2

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2 Comments on My Story


mommytoalittleprince - Wednesday, 23 Sep
yup ur son definitely looks like him!! how can he deny him??! its quite OBVIOUS hes his father.. guys are so dumb lol.

laccmoore - Sunday, 13 Sep
What's he in jail for? When does he get out? Can you support your son on your own? What about your family? Are they helping you? Obviously he's gotten himself into trouble, is that someone you want in you and your son's life? You mentioned that you were no longer in love with him, maybe it's time to move on. I'm sure you are a very nice sweet girl who can find the man of your dreams that will be able to take care of you all as a family.