28-12-2008 - Yawn....

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Well, I've spent Christmas feeling as sick as a dog! Lol. But I've enjoyed every minute! I don't think Ash knew what was going on, but he did very well in the present department :-)

I've decided I'm going to have to tell my boss I'm pregnant on my 1st day back at work (5th Jan0 as I have my first Mid-wife appointment on 15th, and I swear I'm showing already. At only 5 weeks and my middle is thickening....sigh! People will think I've just be over indulging in the mince pie department! Lol. I am nervous about telling work, but as I've said before, I'm in my legal rights etc. I just don't want to upset anyone - y'know being back for about 7 months and then off again. I can't hold off a family though, I wish to god I'd started earlier! I want 3, and I want them all done and dusted by 35 if at all possible. I don't disapprove of older Mom's in any way, it's just the way I need to do it y'know? I want them all a similar age, and I want them all before my husbands 36 :-) There's NO WAY I'd put work before my family, to me thats just messed up - I've never been career minded, rightly ot wrongly!

Anyway, we're off to visit my parents in Wales for the New Year with my in-laws too, so that should be fun! Better get packing......might stop for a chocolate biscuit too....... XXXX