14-7-2008 - Whoa...super hormones today...:(

My mood while writing this blog: emotional

Let me start by saying that I am NOT sad, just emotional. I think for the most part during this pregnancy I have handled myself pretty well. Just taking things day by day. Concentrating on Tiernan being born August 29th, Keiley turning 5 September 8th, literally leaving the hospital and moving 300 miles away 2 days after having my baby and dealing with the fact I still haven't told my mom I am moving. Stressful yes....but I have been doing okay.

Well for some reason a little but ago Tiernan moved, and when I grabbed his little bum that was poking STRAIGHT out, I had a flash of him in my arms and I lost it! I have 6.5 weeks left. (My due date and induction date are the same so I know I won't go over.) It's so close now....and there is so much to do! I am so unprepared! I don't even have a crib yet....my mom is getting that but I am afraid once I tell her that I am moving she won't want to get it. So that's hard. I am so excited to hold my baby and give Keiley a brother. Yet I am so overwhelmed with everything that is happening...everything is coming to a head and I think it is all finally setting in. Oh man......these next 6 weeks are gonna be interesting!