14-3-2009 - Ultrasound

My mood while writing this blog: sad

First of all thank you so much everyone who commented on my blog/page. I really appreciate all the support.

I had the ultrasound today, the ultrasound techs dont tell you anything. I had to go back to my hospital and wait another 2 hours for a doctor to read the sheet and tell me it is an 'incomplete abortion' The word abortion really bothers me, but I guess it is their medical term. One good thing is my husband was able to come with me, is mother looked after our son.

That is all he told me, I wont find out anymore information until I see my doctor. Which I have an appointment on tuesday, it was going to be my first prenatal visit. I am going to call on monday and see if I can get in then. I just need closure, and finding out information will help with that.

I have no idea how long this will take. I still have constant bleeding and cramps. And now have diarrhea (sorry if TMI) and nausia. I also think I am going to have to wait atleast 3 months from when my miscarriage is completed before even trying again, because of the RH factor, I have to get a shot even after the miscarriage. And they tell you not to fall pregnant within 3 months, or your body will fight off the baby.

One thing that really upsets me, I live in Canada, I am originally from Australia, so I have none of my family here. I am so upset because my parents were going to fly over for the birth. I really want my parents to see my son again too (they were here for his birth). They change so much when they hit one years old!

My husbands cousins wife dropped off a care package for me with a thermabag, bath salts, some candies, chocolate, and a dozen red roses and more flowers. I am very lucky to have the support from them, only a few people know. I havent built up the courage to tell my parents, I dont want them to worry about me, because they know they cannot do anything for me.

I have to book another ultrasound on monday for the end of the week. Plus get my HCG levels checked again. I will update when I know more.

Thanks again everyone.