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| 02-6-2009 - cross roads |  My mood while writing this blog:ok |
So I feel like I am at a cross road in my life. I'm not sure on which path to take. I have just started losing weight and I want to reach my goal of losing 15kg hopefully in the next 4 months or so. In a way I am sad to do this as I feel like the miscarriage has really hit me now that I am losing weight instead of gaining it. I was a little horrified to see that since my m/c I have put on about 8kg, probably what I would have gained by now if I was still preg :( I am not sure if I am going to continue TTC, maybe I will put my energy into weight loss instead. I just don't know anymore, sometimes I feel like I just want to be where I should be but I'm not.... On the up side, I start some therapy with a psycologist next week and it will be nice to have some professional help to move on and the anti-depressants have helped a lot (although feeling a little down tonight).
Sorry for such a strange and depressing blog!
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4 Comments on cross roads
ladybug - Wednesday, 3 Jun
I'm sorry you are having such a rough time with the m/c. I hope everything works out and you get what you need to feel better and start ttc again! Good luck with the psycologist and try to stay positive :) If you need to talk let me know :)
Military~mommy - Tuesday, 2 Jun
I am sorry it is hitting you so hard right now, it comes in waves for me... But putting TTC on hold until you feel you are in the right place physically and mentally is so important. Therapy is a big step, and I am keeping you in my thoughts.
littlesunshine - Tuesday, 2 Jun
I am sorry you are feeling so down I really hope that the therpy helps you. Good luck with you weight loss goal. Feel better soon
ryleighsmom - Tuesday, 2 Jun
I am sorry you are feeling so upset. Do you mind me asking what anti-depressants you are taking? I am on some too, and they work wonders for me. I know how you feel, I am overweight, and have decided that the best way to go about it is to change my entire lifestyle, so far I have quit smoking ( i had quit with my pregnancy, but after mc kept it up) and have lost 30 pounds...and I am keeping at it. i find exercise helps when you are feeling down, and eating right always boosts the energy. Good luck with everything...and nothing says you can't TTC and get healthy all at the same time! That is what we are doing!!!
29-10-2009 - First Ultrasound
04-10-2009 - 9 BFP's!!!
20-8-2009 - feeling bitter
22-7-2009 - update
15-7-2009 - please not again
03-7-2009 - Waiting for my first ultrasound
23-6-2009 - scared
18-6-2009 - YIPPEE!!!
02-6-2009 - cross roads
24-5-2009 - doctor\'s appt today
15-4-2009 - 2 week wait....
29-3-2009 - Getting ready to try again..
25-3-2009 - What would you do?
15-3-2009 - I need to get this off my mind!