03-7-2009 - Waiting for my first ultrasound

My mood while writing this blog: cold and nervous!

I only have 12 more sleeps until my first ultrasound at 7 1/2 weeks, I feel like I am in the two week wait again lol! I don't like wishing time away, but I am hoping that the time goes fast! I am reluctant to think of myself as being pregnant and my thoughts at the moment are that I might be pregnant (10 possitive hpt's lol!) and that if I see a heartbeat at the ultrasound (please, please, please!) then that will confirm in my mind that I am infact preggo and that I can start to bond with bubs. I hate that at the moment when I catch myself rubbing my tummy or daydreaming about the baby that I stop to protect myself incase it ends up being another miscarriage :( No morning sickness yet, I think that if I was sick I would feel a little less nervous but I guess that I am only 5w5d at the moment so it might be just around the corner. And boy is it cold at the moment here in Australia, had frost all over the lawn this morning and our clothes are not designed to handle anything under 20 celsius, I think that I was wearing about 3 layers of clothes today! Very jealous of everyones hot weather in the U.S!

Well, that's about it for now.... hope that everyone is well :)