Today (and the last few days) I feel horribly angry, upset, miserable, slightly depressed... maybe all of them at once... I'm not really even sure. I feel very angry towards Tyrus. I feel like he wants to just forget about this baby thing until it comes out of my body. I feel like he feels like I am going to be the one handling the brunt of parenthood while he continues with life just as it is today. Iasked him how much time he is planning to ake off from Jiu Jitsu when the baby comes and he looked at me like I was an idiot... He goes to these classes every single week night for 2 to 3 hours and then Satuday morning for 3 hours. Along with his daily gym time of an hour or so... I feel like he is so determined to not deal with my "pregnancy moods, hormones, bs etc" that he has developed some hormones of his own... The worst part about this is that everything annoys the hell out of me. The little things that annoyed me before now annoy me 1,000 times more... but I refuse to start complaining about them in the least bit because I'm well aware that these are just the hormonal side effects of being pregnant. So I'm very mindful of the things I do complain about and he has no idea just how many things he does that annoy me to the core every single day. And I feel like he is so unappreciative of the things that everyone wants to do for us and this baby. He told me to tell everyone just to give me money at the shower so we can go buy the stuff on our own instead of taking back what everyone gets us... WTF is that?? We have a registry AND all these people (about 60 of them) are excited and want to do this for us so who cares what they choose to buy us! And he wants me to say no thank you??? Ahhhhhh! Stop complaining about people wanting to buy us things and get the place we're supposed to be moving to in a livable condition!! Grrrrrrrrrrr!!! Last weekend I said to him "can you believe we're going to have a child"... Well can you believe that his response was "I know. You won't let me forget it".... I can't even talk to him because every time I try I just end up balling my eyes out and not being able to get any words out so I run to the bathroom or hide in my bed until I'm done crying. I know we will be great parents together but I still want to know that he and I will be together through this, and right now I'm not feeling very confident about that. Oh goodness, I don't know if I'm just being overly emotional and hormonal or what... but it felt good to get this off my chest for now...

PS - my bump seems to have disappeared and I've felt very NOT-pregnant the last couple days... is that even normal???