13-3-2009 - 23 weeks....

My mood while writing this blog: Content

Lately my boyfriend and i fight literally everyday. About stupid stuff too...one day he "broke up with me" because i was hanging out with a friend of mine who he doesnt like...there is a story behind why he doesnt like her, but i am not changing who i am just because i talk to her ya know?! i just sometimes wish he would let me have the freedom to choose some of the people i want to hang out with. I feel like he just wants me to sit at home and sleep all day, he always says to me "your pregnant, its ok if you just lay around all day and watch tv" but what he seems to not understand is that i am not the type of person who can just sit around all day and look at a tv screen...if i dont go somewhere at least once everyday, i would go crazy...it would be different if he were there with me, but he works from either 7 or 8 until around 6:30 ish....

another thing is that his sister lives with us right now and she doesnt speak any english...she seems to instigate a lot a fights between me and my boyfriend and i always tell him i am mad at her for lieing about something and he ALWAYS says "you cant be mad at her, she doesnt know english and doesnt know what you are saying"....ok that would be fine except for the fact that i talk to her in spanish and she knows what i say...i am not as stupid as he seems to think haha :D

when we aren't fighting, he makes me the happiest person in the world...uuugh i wish these damn hormones would pass, i am sure thats why half of the fights start :D

on a lighter note, baby movement :D i honestly believe that it is the most amazing thing i've ever felt in my life....when i am laying in bed with my hand on my stomach and i feel a little kick, i cant help but to let out a giggle...i think my boyfriend thinks i am crazy always laughing without him knowing why. I just never thought it would feel as good as it feels to be kicked from the inside haha :D but one thing that i worry about is that it isnt consistent...like everyone tells me that they feel their baby all day every day and know their sleeping patterns...i feel her kick everyday, but its not always consistent and sometimes i only feel her at night...is that something i should worry about ladies or are we still in the period that it isnt consistent yet?! i guess the only thing keeping me sane is that my doc told me it is normal to be more active one day than another..buuut that was 3 weeks ago, and now i am told that it should be 10 kicks an hour....yiiikes help me out :D

I just have one more question for you ladies...has anyone else been experiencing numb joints?!?! i guess i dont know how to explain it...it started in my right leg **it felt like someone tied a rubber band around my leg really tight**....it stops after a while but then yesterday it started in my left arm....it happened from about 1pm until i eventually fell asleep...but towards the later night it started hurting bad, i had to put hot towels on my arm trying to help it....i know it could be carpel tunnel (sp?) but that wouldnt affect my legs so i was confused...my mom said she would only be worried if my blood pressure were high so she checked it and it was my normal...but if you have had this before...does anything help???

Welllllll i hope all you ladies and babies are doing wonderful!!!