23-5-2008 - Miracles Does Happen

My mood while writing this blog: happy

I'm on my 2nd trimester and I never thought the day would come! I prayed and always smiling for the day to be here....I am so happy! There are many reasons why I should be smiling. First reason is my boyfriend. I love him more than anything. He has been there for me and we have been through so much, and I am glad he is still in my life and the fact he wants to be in mine and the baby. Even though I've been so moody and bitchy at him and throwing objects at him that are dangerous such as knifes lol. But he is still there for me no matter what. Another reasons are my best friend Val, Malvin, Leo and Pam are there for me as well. I love them and I don't regret anything that I have done to them or them to me because we learned to forgive one another even if we will still remember the bad.

My last reason why I am happy because this second pregnancy I actually got to keep the baby. My first one I couldn't keep since I was only 17 years old and young. Abortion--that I will never ever do again! But now that I'm 19, I'm keeping this little one and I don't know what I would do if I lose this one too. I'm still going to college and working, and the baby is doing great and healthy. I have felt many butterflies feeling and I believe I am starting to feel baby kicks!!

I can't wait til I find out the gender and start shopping for clothes and same with my friends and families. My boyfriend and I are really happy and he is excited to be a father. He goes to every doctor visits me even though we're not living together yet, but we plan on moving in together once the baby is born and gettin our own place. So that will be very exciting and new experience for the both of us! I believe things happen for a reason and it's a blessing, not a mistake. I am so happy to be bless with this little one & miracles does happen when you believe it in!