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05-12-2008 - a BIG thank you to hormones

My mood while writing this blog: grr

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i woke up this morning and i just felt bleh. this is the first morning i woke up and was just like i don't feel like interacting with anyone. i don't want to see anyone's face. i want to curl back up in bed and just lay there. i would have too...but it was terribly hot in my room from the sun beating in the window. i hadn't had any mood swings until last night..atleast as to where i was about ready to rip off my hubbys head. just something got into me. i don't know what it was...oh wait HORMONES...and i don't feel sexually attractive at all. even tho i am barely starting to show...i feel as if i am this chubby whale. i feel chubbier than a fat kid that loves cake...ok ok that was mean...sorry.

and i'm getting more and more aggravated because i want to see the little bugger inside of me. thanks to being an army spouse and only getting 1 u/s i will only get to see my little one just once at 20 weeks.

so i have come to the conclusion that i will be paying for a 4d u/s when i hit 16 weeks. because i think it will be worth it.

have any of you other women just felt worthless. i mean i don't do anything but sit around all day. my husband works some pretty stressful days[[as per being in the military]] and i feel like such a loner sometimes. all though being supportive and taking care of things that need to be taken care of...the things he can't do...i still feel worthless.

am i just paranoid?

i hope this feelings go away. because i'm not used to feeling like this.

and i don't want to get used to feeling this way.

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4 Comments on a BIG thank you to hormones


the scroggins - Saturday, 24 Jan
yea it's the hormones makin you feel worthless. i always do. i'm always cryin cuz i wanna provide and i can't :( mikey is always tellin me.."you are growing a baby, that's hard work alone". which that is VERY TRUE. it's exhausting mentally and physically. God blessed us woman for this gift because he knew we could handle it :). and did you mean when you hit 30 weeks you are going to buy a 4d? They suggest them around there because there face is fully developed and they are still active..after that..they become crammbed and sleeping ALL the time again :(

skatrose - Saturday, 6 Dec
Hey there! Hang in there. Once you hit your second trimester, hopefully things will settle down a bit and you'll be feeling more like yourself. Although, I still have those yucky days sometimes. One good thing (and perhaps the only thing) about hubby being deployed right now, is that he doesn't have to be around me or see me when I'm feeling so yucky and worthless and physically, emotionally, and sexually unattractive. Uggh. ha ha. He doesn't think so, but I'm kinda glad I can kind of hide out if that makes sense. Maybe you could start taking walks during the day to get your energy up and help you feel better mentally, or try doing yoga or something. Hopefully your normal self returns soon and the hormones calm down a little. :) Good luck hun.

~Tarin~ - Saturday, 6 Dec
Girl...I am so there too. I feel worthless, useless, unattractive and just depressed. I faking being happy because we are supposed to be over joyed (and I truly am) it's just exhausting to wear it on my face all the time. Everything bothers me and nothing is good enough. It's a huge dilema.

dreemajic28 - Friday, 5 Dec
YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I swear I just blogged about feeling the SAME EXACT way! LOL We'll be normal again....One day!