22-10-2009 - Doctor appointment

My mood while writing this blog: discouraged

I am on day 50 something of my cycle, I went to the doctor yesterday, she did an hcg blood serum that came out negative. we have been trying since July, with no luck. I asked my doctor if she could put me on metformin, since my testosterone is high. She wanted me to continue with what I was doing and let nature take it's course. I was upset, and told her that it wasnt fair that I should have to jump through all these hurdles again. I had the same issues when we were trying to conceive our third baby, and had to be put on clomid. She finally agreed to put me on metformin, only, if my testosterone was still high. I go in tomorrow to do more blood work... again... She is also referring me to an infertility specialist.. It is so irritating that I have to start from square one.... We moved, so this is a new provider, and I know if I was still going to my old doctor, we would have "nipped it in the butt" by now.

I am by now means ready to start clomid... I am not pushing for that at all.. I would just like to at least get my cycles regulated, which the metformin should help with that... Even a dose of progesterone to kick my hormones in gear would make me happy. I feel like I am at a standstill... It would be nice to at least start so I can move on with the next month. Thanks for reading my vent fest ladies!!!

I will keep everyone updated on the TTC news. :)