10-10-2008 - Just want to enjoy this....

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

So here I am almost into my 16th week and was reading blogs to see how other people were dealing with being pregnant when I see that someone has lost there baby at 17 weeks and my heart just STOPS..OMG..how tragic and sad. I would be devastated! Im instantly worried. My app is in 10 days and Im just hoping that everything goes well. Just when I think Im getting the hang of this I go and read something like that! I just wish I could enjoy my pregnancy and know that everything will go ok and that Ill have a healthy baby in the end. It seems that everyone I know has had at least one miscarriage where ive never had one and have never been pregnant till now. Im a worrier also. I worry about everything! I just hope something or someone will calm my nerves. Am I totally crazy?? I guess Ill relax when my lil baby is safely in my arms.....