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I am exhausted today! Im now 23 weeks and look pregnant which is Very exciting to me. Ill post pics as soon as I can my camera working. Cant help but stare at myself everytime I see my refelction, so bizzarre to see myself looking pregnant! I feel HUGE already..sheesh, so much more growing to do! Touching my toes are becoming more of a challenge now that Im bigger, I found this out when I tried to bend over and paint my toenails and could just barely reach and had my lil sister rolling on the floor laughing at me! It was a pretty funny site to see! Speaking of! My little sister flew in the 21st from california to visit me, which was MUCH needed since my husband is gone and my friends arent there to help me out much. Can I just say how wonderful my sister is! Seriously! It was soo nice to have someone around to help me and take care of me. She cooked for me, helped me with the dogs, made sure I was eating enough! She went out of her way for me to make sure I was comfortable! I wish there was a way I could show her how much it ment to me, but Im seriously FLAT broke! Still dont know whats going on with the husband and his Navy career. I know he is still getting treated poorly and is depressed and that we keep hitting walls when we try and get any answers about his situation. Im so mentally exhausted from all this! He is ready to be out of the Navy, Im ready for him to be out. Just waiting for the ball to drop! Baby Girl is doing well as far as I know, she sure does kick me a lot. I Love watching my belly dancing around at night before I fall asleep! She is a soccer player already!! Hehe...I see my belly moving and I see her moving and it makes my heartache that my husband isnt here to experience it with me. Hopefully he will be soon and that we will finally, after 3 hard years have some light at the end of our tunnel! Prayers everyone....hope ya'll (ive been on the east coast to long!) had a good Thanksgiving! Mine was CARAZY!!!!! My sis and I drove to florida (10hours) to see my mom, well my mom ended up in the hospital that day with a kidney stone doped up on pain meds and so my sis and I cooked ourselves dinner while my mom laid on the couch and bitched at us! She didnt leave the couch the whole week we were there except for one day when we wanted to go shopping and had to leave early because "she wasnt feeling good" doctor told me it would only take 24 to 48 hours to pass the stone so she should have been feeling better, weird how the day AFTER we left she feel soo much better. Long story short, I dont have the best mother, hard childhood, not physical abuse or anything. Just acute awareness that my sister and I have Always been an inconvience to her. She told my lil sister last week that she has a right to have her own life now and that we shouldnt rely on her anymore emotionally. Ugh!! My worse fear is being that type of mother!! She never says I Love You to me and my sisters and used to tell us when we were little to "quit hanging on her" when we would try and be close to her! Thank God my Dad was loving!! Well, Im exhausted from our loonngg drive back yesterday night. Hope everyone is doing well and if you got this far in my blog thanks for sticking around!!
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YogaMama - Wednesday, 3 Dec
it's hard looking at how we were raised, isn't it? i too, hope i can break the cycle of "a mother who isn't present" even though she's right there in the same room/house. now at 39, just finished a divorce, maxed out as a single mom of 3, i can see how it can happen. but i am much too much aware of how i struggled as a kid and adult from not feeling that warmth and physical calmness to nurture me. i guess the best we can do is do better for our kids.
| 01-12-2008 - Hohum |  My mood while writing this blog:Tired |
I am exhausted today! Im now 23 weeks and look pregnant which is Very exciting to me. Ill post pics as soon as I can my camera working. Cant help but stare at myself everytime I see my refelction, so bizzarre to see myself looking pregnant! I feel HUGE already..sheesh, so much more growing to do! Touching my toes are becoming more of a challenge now that Im bigger, I found this out when I tried to bend over and paint my toenails and could just barely reach and had my lil sister rolling on the floor laughing at me! It was a pretty funny site to see! Speaking of! My little sister flew in the 21st from california to visit me, which was MUCH needed since my husband is gone and my friends arent there to help me out much. Can I just say how wonderful my sister is! Seriously! It was soo nice to have someone around to help me and take care of me. She cooked for me, helped me with the dogs, made sure I was eating enough! She went out of her way for me to make sure I was comfortable! I wish there was a way I could show her how much it ment to me, but Im seriously FLAT broke! Still dont know whats going on with the husband and his Navy career. I know he is still getting treated poorly and is depressed and that we keep hitting walls when we try and get any answers about his situation. Im so mentally exhausted from all this! He is ready to be out of the Navy, Im ready for him to be out. Just waiting for the ball to drop! Baby Girl is doing well as far as I know, she sure does kick me a lot. I Love watching my belly dancing around at night before I fall asleep! She is a soccer player already!! Hehe...I see my belly moving and I see her moving and it makes my heartache that my husband isnt here to experience it with me. Hopefully he will be soon and that we will finally, after 3 hard years have some light at the end of our tunnel! Prayers everyone....hope ya'll (ive been on the east coast to long!) had a good Thanksgiving! Mine was CARAZY!!!!! My sis and I drove to florida (10hours) to see my mom, well my mom ended up in the hospital that day with a kidney stone doped up on pain meds and so my sis and I cooked ourselves dinner while my mom laid on the couch and bitched at us! She didnt leave the couch the whole week we were there except for one day when we wanted to go shopping and had to leave early because "she wasnt feeling good" doctor told me it would only take 24 to 48 hours to pass the stone so she should have been feeling better, weird how the day AFTER we left she feel soo much better. Long story short, I dont have the best mother, hard childhood, not physical abuse or anything. Just acute awareness that my sister and I have Always been an inconvience to her. She told my lil sister last week that she has a right to have her own life now and that we shouldnt rely on her anymore emotionally. Ugh!! My worse fear is being that type of mother!! She never says I Love You to me and my sisters and used to tell us when we were little to "quit hanging on her" when we would try and be close to her! Thank God my Dad was loving!! Well, Im exhausted from our loonngg drive back yesterday night. Hope everyone is doing well and if you got this far in my blog thanks for sticking around!!
1 Comments on Hohum
YogaMama - Wednesday, 3 Dec
it's hard looking at how we were raised, isn't it? i too, hope i can break the cycle of "a mother who isn't present" even though she's right there in the same room/house. now at 39, just finished a divorce, maxed out as a single mom of 3, i can see how it can happen. but i am much too much aware of how i struggled as a kid and adult from not feeling that warmth and physical calmness to nurture me. i guess the best we can do is do better for our kids.
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