05-5-2009 - Blah

My mood while writing this blog: Blah

"I COULD TELL IT WAS GOING TO BE A TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, NO GOOD, VERY BAD DAY"

I just feel SICK! Nothing specific, just a sick feeling. Pregnancy is feeling different than it has in the entire 8 months. I guess it has taken me by surprise. I'm tired for most of the day, I feel hungry and sick all at the same time- that has to be becaue of the shifting of the organs. I have trouble taking my time when I eat, I guess all the years of get it and eat it in 30 minutes at work is still in me somewhere. My bones hurt. I have insomnia like a BIG DOG and I just feel like crap. My feet were swollen this morning but just a tad bit, no pitting or anything close to that. I had a moment yesterday when I was feeling eager to hold her, I really am in no rush for her to get here, so that was weird.

This being pregnant business is real. I would not trade it for the world and all it's posessions, but I would be lying if I said it all honey and biscuits. The crazy thing about it is... I can see myself doing it again.

Oh if you really want to scare the sense out of yourself go to www.birthdiaries.com and click on one of the "very graphic" topics and spend 15 minutes looking at the content.