09-9-2008 - pregnancy update sept 9th

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Well... I thought I would start a blog on here since i dont think my friends on myspace wanna hear me go on and on about my pregnancy on there lol. Anyways I'm 27 and half weeks right now. I have my 28 week class at my ob/gyn friday and the drs appt is scheduled for later in the day. they will be doing the glucose test while im in the class i dont mind the orange stuff they make you drink till the after taste hits then its not too pleasant. im still suprised i havent shown some sort of diabetes through out this pregnancy considering how deep it runs on my dads side of the family. I'm just hopeing that i dont get anymore bad news this time. I'm considered high risk and so i get to go once a month to 3 different drs already which is starting to eat the gas and gonna start really eatin gas when ever it goes to 2 weeks hopefully by then ill have my truck sold and have a smaller more gas friendly vehicle. They done the blood test for downs and spina bifida a few months ago the spina bifida came back neg but the downs came back pos and i kinda seen one of them coming back with bad news cause of the dreams i had been having the week after the blood test. i just expected it to be spina bifida considering i have a first cousin who was born with it and figured if anything i could always go to my aunt and uncle for support with it. luckily though from what my h/r dr says and the genetic counselor said i dont have too much to worry about because shes not showing any of the signs for down. she has only one and thats fluid on her kidneys otherwise shes a healthy active baby. now they are wanting to keep an eye on that so luckily i get to have an u/s every month which means i get to see my little angel every month and to see her heart beat and see her waving at the dr is always reassuring. and always gives me something to look forward to. and being able to feel her, see her, and heart her little heart just beat away gives me a reason to better myself for the both of us. shes truly a miracle to her mommy cause i never thought i would have any kids and had pretty much given up on having any of my own. this is all i ever wanted in my life to be a mommy. a lot of my other dreams have failed but im seeing this as my second chance to make dreams and be able to follow through with them with the support of my wonderful family and friends who i have had since i was little. and of course with the support of my completely loving careing wonderful fiance. who showed me i was still beautiful and still lovable. with out him i would have nothing and i wouldnt have my baby girl. i thank god every day for what he has given me.