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bannahsmommy
Age: 25
Country: United States
Province/region: Ga
City: Loganville
Partner: No one that matters
Children: Yes, 2
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Due date: 27 Aug ,2010
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06-11-2008 - i am sooo sick of being pregnant!! lonelyMy mood while writing this blog:
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ugh i am sooo sick of being pregnant its not funny. all of the things that women have been going through since first trimester has just hit me late in my third. lol oh well. im tired, my sinus' are acting up yet again. im not sleeping very well unless i get on the love seat upstairs to where im kinda sitting up and i have my feet propped up. finally got the pregnant waddle which only makes my back hurt even worse. thank god my ribs and sides have finally stopped hurting from my fall last week. im wanting clint more now than ever and now is when is mom is almost forcing him to go to the dentist , this is the 2nd time this month, im glad hes getting his teeth fixed but is it truly necessary to keep him for days at a time? i mean hes a big boy, and if anything goes wrong im pretty sure i can handle it. hell i mean i could almost have a friggin nursing degree from all the stuff i learn while being with my ex after taking care of him being terminally ill, and his mom being terminally ill, then his brother after he fell down the stairs and became a blind 3 yo with alzheimers in a grown mans body. i think i can handle 1 person after they get a tooth pulled. last weekend we went to his moms house, and i left thinking i am so glad she thinks so much of me. i had to keep from looking at her and saying listen im not one of the complete whores he use to be with im here to stay and i promise you this kid is either is or its an imaculate conception!!! she and his whole family is wanting a dna test after the baby is born and i said fine , but you want it , you pay for it! while thinking if ya dont like it you can kiss my fat lily white pregnant a$$. i have nothing to hide here. i never wanted to cheat on clint, and even if i did ya know what i didnt have the time or the opportunity cause pretty much since we have met we have been around each other 24/7 and im sorry but im the kind if im that bored with you or if i want something better ill leave and never look back. it only kinda hurts my feelings cause i havent given her a reason not to trust me, i have been completely upfront and honest with her except for the fact i have been married before. and considering im not married now it shouldnt matter. and i told her flat out when she had the balls to tell me the first thing she thought was oh god shes done went and trapped him was that i told him from the begining, if you are scared , if you dont wanna be with me, or whatever reason you want to leave the door is standing wide open you dont have to be here and i can raise this baby just fine on my own. my mom done it with 3 my sister is doing it with 2 there is no reason in this world i cant raise one on my own. i know what its like to feel like you are trapped in a relationship and i would never want to put anyone in that situation. and honestly i thank god that he gave me clint and this baby cause i truly love clint with all my heart.my first thought meeting him i went home thinking thats the man im going to marry one of these days and its going to work out with us. yeah we get into it everyonce in a while, but what couple doesnt. but neither of us leave the argument we stay and talk it out which is very important. hes had some doubts on if hes going to be a good daddy. and i looked at him and said if i thought you wouldnt be a good daddy i never would have bothered with you. i see the way he is with my nephews and niece, i have seen how he is with other kids and i have no doubt in my mind that he will be a great daddy. especially after i have laid there every night since we knew she could hear him and he will not only rub my belly but he will lay there and talk to her, hes always kissing my belly and telling her daddy loves her (that and she needs to hurry up and come out cause daddy wants to play with her lol). hes been awesome through the entire time. hes a great man and get this my family likes him! lol which is more than i can say about most of my ex's. anyways. im tired my back is killing me , my lungs are up high in my chest so on top of the asthma i can barely breath none of my jeans fit im washing the one pair i have everytime i gotta leave the house cause its getting too cool to wear shorts now. my sister went this evening and bought me some shirts and a pair of jogging pants and jeans with elastic in the waist. her excuse was i love you and i love my niece but im tired of seeing her lol. so i got a couple more things i can wear. i am so glad that i only have 2 weeks left until my induction if they are still planning on doing it or the c section. i dont think i can take this for another month lol. ohhh and i forgot, i didnt get any more stretch marks but the ones i already had have gotten longer lol. figures. im gonna go watch tv and wait on clint to call me cause im going nuts with out him here. kinda hopeing he will call tomorrow and say come and save me from this place mom and grammy are driving me nuts. lol.


1 Comments on i am sooo sick of being pregnant!!


marietta - Friday, 7 Nov
Oh my goodness, that is a heck of a rant! Let 'er rip! whew. Feel better? I fell too, 2 wks ago. I'm so sorry to hear about yours. It is so scary and just makes a pregnant woman feel like $hit. That mother of his is doing her best to wedge herself where she doesn't belong, huh? You might find a way to work in a story about a friend/neighbor/? of yours who got a lot of negative input from her husband's mother and now doesn't get to see the baby anymore and how sad it is that the children won't get to have a close relationship with her b/c she's really loving deep down inside. Sound like a fib? It happens all the time.
Photos
5-27-08 (2008, 09, 09) another picture of our little blessing on 5-27-08 (2008, 09, 09) 6-20-08 (2008, 09, 09) 7-22-08 (2008, 09, 09) 7-22-08 (2008, 09, 09) her little feet (2008, 09, 09) Acting goofy (2008, 09, 09) little bannahs cousins on mommys side (2008, 09, 09) just a small part of bannahs big wonderful family (2008, 09, 09) My fiance Clint and I (2008, 09, 13)  (2008, 09, 17)  (2008, 09, 17) 27 weeks 6 days (2008, 09, 26)  (2008, 09, 26) Mommy (2008, 09, 26) Daddy (2008, 09, 26) 32 Weeks and 1 day (2008, 10, 13) Click here to see all bannahsmommy`s photos

Children
Savannah-Rose (2008) Douglas (2010)

Latest blogs
24-5-2010 - Been a while since I updated on Savannah
07-4-2010 - It's gonna be a boy!
20-10-2009 - New Update on Savannah
09-3-2009 - Update on Savannah
12-11-2008 - Just an update
06-11-2008 - i am sooo sick of being pregnant!!
13-10-2008 - just rambling
29-9-2008 - drs appt
22-9-2008 - omg lol
18-9-2008 - why
17-9-2008 - YAY!!!
12-9-2008 - baby update
09-9-2008 - pregnancy update sept 9th

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