14-6-2009 - It\'s too early for symptoms, but...

My mood while writing this blog: yucky

I got an almost positive OPK on Thursday, and by Friday when I tested, it was a faint line, so I missed seeing my official surge on the OPK, but I think O happened, b/c Friday, my CM abruptly dried up and that evening I felt some pains that could have been O.

Yesterday afternoon, I started getting a headache, last night I slept very fitfully with weird dreams, and woke up sweating few times. The headache was only worse this morning. And DH fed the dogs this morning and the smell of the dog food almost knocked me over from across the room. WTF??? 2 DPO is way too early for symptoms. I took some tylenol earlier and it helped with the headache, which now feels like it's creeping back, and I'm also a bit nauseous. Unfortunately, I know it's too early to be PG related, so I guess I'm just sick, but...

We went to a summer party yesterday, and I swam in the pool before thinking about how it would affect TTC, so I hope it won't. My SIL that TTCed for 2 years and tried everything assured me it was fine, I hope so.

Since I was driving, DH had a few too many drinks yesterday, and he was soooo cute about getting PG. He was just so excited and silly. He couldn't understand why I wouldn't get excited with him. I told him that I just don't want to get my hopes up and heart broken again, but he said "We'll keep trying until we get it, it's OK to be excited." So I guess the cold feet have officially left the building for now. That makes me pretty happy.

One more thing on this long, rambling blog, our relationship seems all of a sudden to be so much closer. At first the increased BDing seemed like baby making, but this past week, we were truly making love and enjoying each other like we used to when we first met. And I overheard DH telling his close friend the same thing last night (he didn't realize I heard him).

So other than feeling really yucky physically, I'm in a pretty happy place right now.