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beckybear
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10-3-2010 - What is going on? scared and nervousMy mood while writing this blog:
scared and nervous



I've had quite the roller coaster ride over the last week.

Last Tuesday, I had a bit of spotting. I went in for a scan and they said baby is OK, there was a slight separation, so no sex until at least 13 weeks.

Wednesday evening, I started getting crampy, and Thursday and Friday I had pretty severe cramps. It felt like the pain I had during my first AF following my D&C after my last M/C. I was really sure it was over, but there was no blood during this time. I tried to take it as easy as I could at work and went home early Friday and pretty much stayed lazy in the recliner at home for the weekend. I touched bases with my doctor and they said as long as no bleeding just to take it easy and wait and see.

Since then, I've had cramping off and on, but nothing as severe as last week. It seems to get better when I sit or lay around. I had more spotting yesterday, and then some more this morning. I also had a terrible dream last night that I could feel my baby move, then the movement stopped, but I could feel the heartbeat, then the heartbeat stopped. I know it's just a dream, but it was very disturbing.

I have an appt and scan tomorrow where we'll get to see what's really going on. I'm trying to cling to hope that the LO will be OK and that the fibroid is causing these problems, but I am scared and prepared for it to go either way.




21 Comments on What is going on?


♥Natalie♥ - Thursday, 11 Mar
I hope everything is ok

min41 - Thursday, 11 Mar
Praying and praying and praying for you and your baby. Please blog again when you find out how the u/s went. Fibroids can be painful, so maybe that is it. Tell that little baby to dig in deep. Hugs ***

Freespirit - Thursday, 11 Mar
((((BIG HUGS)))) Oh hun! I hope everything will be ok, you deserve this so much. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I really hope today goes well for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

bubba - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Just take it easy. Don't be afraid to baby yourself as much as you can. I really took it easy during the first trimester b/c I was so worried after m/c the first time. Hang in there, hope all goes well tomorrow.

feefees a mom 2 be - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Wishing you well tomorrow

firstmommy08 - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Becky, I'm hoping & praying for good news for tommorrow and the rest of this pregnancy....keep me posted. Sam

blessedbeyondbelief - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Praying for you!

ready2bamommy - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Thinking of you and hoping all goes well tomorrow!

anxiousannie - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Hey Becky, hang in there! maybe it's just uterine stretching? I remember that being a pretty intense pain. xoxo I'll say an extra prayer for lo!

roosa - Wednesday, 10 Mar
I am sorry this is such a roller coaster. Hang in there sweetie. I know it isn't easy. xox

vinessalynn - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Hang in there Becky!!!! The first few weeks are the hardest and I know a lot of ladies have horrible cramping. I know I did, and it scared the heck out of me!! Relax and take it easy...eat some chocolate for me. :)

missing*my*2angels - Wednesday, 10 Mar
i'll keep you in my prayers

smmiracle822 - Wednesday, 10 Mar
HI Beckybear-I have been watching for a blog from you wondering how it was going I don't really like going on the forums as I don't feel I can keep up with everyone. I love to see blogs on how people are doing. I hope the best for you tomorrow!!! Let us know how it goes. Hang in there and think positive :)

Abigails Mommy - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Oh Ms. Becky I'm so very sorry it's been a stressful week for you. I'll be praying for a GREAT visit with the doctor tomorrow.

readyfor3 - Wednesday, 10 Mar
praying for you hun x

shawshoo - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Oh Becky- I'm sorry this is so difficult. I'm hoping you get great news tomorrow. If it's any comfort, the cramping I've had this pregnancy was intense in the beginning, way worse than either of my miscarriages. I also had spotting (ranging from brown to bright red in color).. Try to remain positive, I know how hard it is. I wish we could just fast forward you to 14 weeks...

Sarahbeth13 - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Thinking of you a lot and hoping for great news tomorrow!

butterfly-angel - Wednesday, 10 Mar
Oh Becky, I am so sorry this is so stressfull. I will be thinking of you so much - and will be holding your hand tomorrow. Please give us an update as soon as you get back. Hugs xxx

2krazekdz - Wednesday, 10 Mar
I wish you the best of luck, sweetie. Let us know. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

julz - Wednesday, 10 Mar
I hope your scan goes well hun, keep us posted!!

firstlittleangel - Wednesday, 10 Mar
I hope your scan goes well tomorrow! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I am sure your LO is just fine!
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