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| 29-4-2011 - Update |
My mood while writing this blog: hopefull |
So here I am in wk 25. Didn't think I would get here, but here I am. Been scared the whole time, at wk 5 paranoid that my HCG numbers weren't high enough. Wk 7 paranoid that the ultra sound wouldn't show a fetal pole or a heartbeat. Scared that at wk 12, the end of the first trimester that something would just happen, and the baby would stop growing. Wk 14 thinking that something was going to go wrong with the cerclage. Wk 18 finding out that I had complete previa. Wk 20 finding out that my previa resolved itself, but now my cervix starting funneling. Wk 20 finding out that the funneling has gotten worse and my cervix has started to shorten. I can go on and on, but I'm even boring myself. Long story short. Here I am at 25 wks. I feel the baby move every day now. I've been on bed rest for almost 4 wks now. And I'm starting to feel better. I'm worrying more about the baby shower, and whos going to watch my baby when I go back to work, rather than if I'm going to make it to the next week. So I guess I am actually doing good now. I have to wait a few more weeks to be able to go out shopping to do the baby registery, and I can't wait. So all in all, I really am good, great actually, and I guess this is where I stand today. Happy, excited, and going to be a momma in a few short weeks.
11 Comments on Updateolder1sttimemom2be -
Saturday, 16 Jul Hi Beegee! How are you doing? I was just getting caught up on all your blogs. For some reason, my profile settings had the blog feature turned OFF to receive blogs from others! I wondered why I wasn't getting updates. I am so happy that you have made it this far! HOw are you doing? I'd love to hear from you! Not long now!! As for me, I can totally relate to your blogs. I am now 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant and worry every minute. I want to know NOW that everything is either okay, or that we are headed down the same road again. I don't know how I will make it through this pregnancy without going crazy with all the "what if's ". Did you find out the sex? michellelaughs -
Sunday, 15 May Yay for a sticky baby :) Keep those legs crossed and you'll be at week 38 in no time :) Soooo happy for you! kentsmommy -
Monday, 2 May Congrats! I'm so happy for you. It's wonderful to be able to enjoy your pregnancy... good for you and for baby!! Tashwith3 -
Sunday, 1 May Yay! So glad you are doing well. Each week that goes by must feel like a huge relief for you. :o) Amummyof5 -
Saturday, 30 Apr Bless you, the worrying never ends does it!!! Glad to hear that your feeling ok and hopefull and that little baby is doing great. 15wks will fly by and then you'll have your precious little one cradled in your arms :o) MovingForward -
Friday, 29 Apr I was wondering how you were doing! So glad that you've made it to week 25...you should get a little party for that, I think :oP. Keep your chin up and before you know it you'll be free to roam :o) dominique23 -
Friday, 29 Apr yay! your getting there. i stayed on modified bed rest from week 20-31 then i did what i wanted but was too tired at that point and huge to do to much, but i went out shopping and to friends here and there. just hang in there for a few more weeks :) and sleep as much as you can....cause your soon not going to ever feel rested...i wish i could go back and just sleep for 3 months straight! lol soo worth it though forestmum -
Friday, 29 Apr So glad you have made it to week 25. Keep your feet up and week 30 will be just round the corner! jumama -
Friday, 29 Apr The joys of mother hood worring, it starts at the beginning when you find out and than it don't end till the baby is in your arms. Than it just makes it harder when things happen during your pregnancy letthisonestick -
Friday, 29 Apr Ahhh, the worrying. Week 28 and I also am finally feeling good to. Yay, enjoy your pregnancy! lil.pigz -
Friday, 29 Apr And to think....the stress will start all over when this baby becomes a teen-ager,lol. I am glad all is going well and yep, pretty soon you will be holding this little one in your arms and all of this worry will just be a memory:-)