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02-10-2008 - The Ex

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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For almost six months now I have felt like I was alone in getting ready for this baby. After learning about the baby just two days post-breakup, I spent the first three months getting over the father. When my thoughts went to the baby, I would convince myself that it was truly a blessing in my life. From day one, I wanted the father to be involved. He is a great man, but like most men it takes a while for them to come to a understanding that they are going to be a father. He is no different. For the first few months I would get a simple weekly text message, "How are you?". Then the next few I would get a weekly call, "Just checking in." Although, I was going through post-breakup depression, I was also going through, pre-baby preperation. I understand that no body can be a daddy to a little girl like her own daddy can and I never wanted to neglect him from giving her his love. He too wanted to be involved with her life, hince, he had to be a part of mine. Because of our amazing history together, I know I could trust him to be a father, to provide, and to support his daughter forever. I have not kept things from him or made decisions without him in mind or his help. Which, is why I was surprised when we called me last week to let me know that he made a big mistake. I thought he ment about the baby, but no. He realized that I could possibly be the best thing in his life. ME! Since then he has called everyday and is working, without my help in any way, on gaining my trust and unconditional love back.

I realized that pregnant women love to talk, even more, about feelings and emotions. I'm sure the extra hormones are to blame, but I am no exception. Now, I talk about her all of the time without guilt or shame and it's amazing. I am begining to celebrate her as a blessing and he seems to be right by my side.

I hope someday I do not refer to him as the ex, but rather the extra blessing that came into my life.

Only time will tell...

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1 Comments on The Ex


Julianna - Thursday, 2 Oct
This is incredible news!! Just take it a day at a time:) Best of luck!