04-8-2009 - Telling them all!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Confused

Well I am in week six and all seems to be going well. I have had some sharpe pains in my side when I have rolled over two quick at nite in bed I think it is a muscle down there so I am trying to be careful and not pull it again as it is really sore when it happens. I am so confused about telling my family that I am pregnant again. my mother will be my biggest hurdle and I cannot face her saying something smart or not supportive as I know that I will end up having a big arguement with her and then spending alot of time apart. My husband was the only person that I told and he is over the moon. He's hoping that we have a littel girl and I am just hoping for a healthy child nothing else matters to me.

My sister and her family came over for dinner on Sunday and she has an uncanny knack of knowing when people are pregnant even when they don't know themselves and she said that she knew that I was. I nearly passed out peacefully as I know when one of them know they all know, everyone will be told hush hush and not to let on. So now I am saying will I just tell them all and let it be out or should I wait till I am 12 weeks. My mother will have a fit if she thinks that she is not the first to know. The last time I was pregnant they all fought about who was going to be godparents and my brother and mother went into battle and she won so now he does not talk to me anymore. He has only seen Nathan twice once when he was born in the hospital and the a second time at my sisters 16th birthday party. He did not even send him a card when he was christened or his first birthday.

So I know it will start about this baby between my sisters and I cannot face the drama of it all. I don't know what to do. If I don't tell them there will be a nark that I didnt tell them and if I do there will be too. Well thanks of listening had to let it all out before I went mad. Hopefully my sister can keep her mouth shut!!!