12-8-2009 - Family Weekend Away

My mood while writing this blog: Nervous

Well its that time of year again for our family weekend breaks in Wexford at the beach, we are all heading down this weekend and it is going to be very difficult not letting it out that I a pregnant again. My mother has been on the phone non-stop about things we should all bring and I am in charge of the drinks and beers etc can you believe it ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. She said that she is bringing a bottle my favorite wine esp for me!! I don't know if I should just tell her and get it out of the way or keep my mouth shut as it could cause an arguement and spoil the weekend. I could use the ole I'm on tab for a kidney infection but she knows me so well I could be letting the cat out of the bag, not to mention that I am the world worst liar. You can tell straight away that I am telling porkie pies and my mother is like a female version of Sherlock Holmes.

I am afraid of her reaction really. My husband and I are heading down on Friday and the rest of the family are coming to stay Saturday so I don't know if I should just tell my mother on the Friday when there is only us there before the rest arrive. She could be really nice and supportive or really nasty and spiteful. If I do tell her and it goes the wrong way I will be packing my bags and heading back to Dublin straight away. Maybe it is my hormones playing up and I am making more out of it and it will be alright, but I cannot help thinking that it is going to go all wrong and I just don't want to get hurt and I would really love her support and approval.

I am dreading this weekend before it even starts ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I have to let this out or I think that I will combust..............................................................................................................