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So its only been 3 days since i got my BFP and already i have been in this whirlwind and harry and his dog even knows (its the hubby.......he is too excited to just...keep schtum.)
Some of our best friends are 8 weeks pregnant and as fate will have it, we have the scan on the same day. I cant stop checking to see if i am bleeding and every twinge i get my heart stops. i am so scared but being scared isnt how i want to live through this pregnancy. its brought back a whole load of memories about the M/C and i dont want to ever go through that again.
i wake up in the morning and feel sicky and smile....grateful...that i have been given this chance to experience this again. i hope my body belives i am worthy of carrying this child this time.
i also want to thank all of the great ppl i have met in the TTC after loss forum. you guys have got me through alot and its great we c an help each other. i can open up more about my m/c BFP to you guys than i can my own family.....wat am i saying....YOU ARE my family haha
my U/S is on 15th sept which will put my at 5 weeks 4 days. i k now its too soon to hear a hb but i think i need the doc to tell me everything looks ok in there.
I am soooo tired and feel sick. I didnt realise sickness could come this early!!
anyway guys.....there will be another update soon
lots of love
Becky & Pip xx
7 Comments on Grateful
fruitful - Wednesday, 2 Sep
I so understand where you are coming from and I plan to treasure every moment I have with my next pregnancy and TRY not to worry about a possible m/c. Best wishes for a happy and healthy 9mos ahead and healthy baby at the end!♣
DTPhillips - Wednesday, 2 Sep
It's so nice to hear you got your bfp and I wish you all the best. I understand how hard it is not to worry but try and stay positive.
TanMansMomma32 - Tuesday, 1 Sep
YAY!!! I just started crying!!! I didnt know about the BFP -- I am soooo happy for you and try not to worry your pretty self!! Take it easy and rest and be happy =) You deserve it!!
Blessedbeyondbelief - Tuesday, 1 Sep
BEX -- I totally love your attitude. Many people complain about being sick. I love that you smile. Enjoy your entire pregnancy! Love every throw up, every time you pee your pants (which you are young so you probably don't do that - lol), and every person touching your protruding belly. Also, enjoy every pound you gain and know that it will so all be worth it. You will be a great mom and you deserve this reward here on earth. Good luck to you and I will be praying for your pregnancy to be restful and that you will have a peace in your heart & mind. Know that you are thought of!
shawshoo - Tuesday, 1 Sep
I'm 9 weeks and still constantly checking for blood. And I had an ultrasound at 5 weeks 5 days and saw the heartbeat, so you never know!
redheadmama - Tuesday, 1 Sep
Becky, you go girl! I just want you to know that we're all pulling for you, and just ecstatic. It's so scary to be pregnant again after all we've been through. But you're right, it's such an overwhelming blessing. I'm glad you're able to be grateful for it, even when it's frightening.Next time I am pregnant, they want to do weekly ultrasounds on me starting as soon as I get a bfp. So I think sometimes they want to do scans before they can see a heartbeat. I would definitely not worry if you don't see much at 5w4d. Our specialist has already warned us that we won't see anything until at least 6 weeks (although HE will), and we shouldn't get too excited about anything until 8 weeks. Hm. Right. Not get excited.Anyway. :) Hope you are encouraged.HUGS!!!!
butterfly-angel - Tuesday, 1 Sep
Becky - crossing my fingers and my toes for you! You must be so excited and at the same time - so scared. Thats one thing about experiencing a m/c - it takes the innocence out of pregnancy...but one thing it does teach us, is to enjoy every second we have with our little miracle....take one day at a time Bex and enjoy. Big hugs xx
| 01-9-2009 - Grateful |  My mood while writing this blog:Tearful/Thankful |
So its only been 3 days since i got my BFP and already i have been in this whirlwind and harry and his dog even knows (its the hubby.......he is too excited to just...keep schtum.)
Some of our best friends are 8 weeks pregnant and as fate will have it, we have the scan on the same day. I cant stop checking to see if i am bleeding and every twinge i get my heart stops. i am so scared but being scared isnt how i want to live through this pregnancy. its brought back a whole load of memories about the M/C and i dont want to ever go through that again.
i wake up in the morning and feel sicky and smile....grateful...that i have been given this chance to experience this again. i hope my body belives i am worthy of carrying this child this time.
i also want to thank all of the great ppl i have met in the TTC after loss forum. you guys have got me through alot and its great we c an help each other. i can open up more about my m/c BFP to you guys than i can my own family.....wat am i saying....YOU ARE my family haha
my U/S is on 15th sept which will put my at 5 weeks 4 days. i k now its too soon to hear a hb but i think i need the doc to tell me everything looks ok in there.
I am soooo tired and feel sick. I didnt realise sickness could come this early!!
anyway guys.....there will be another update soon
lots of love
Becky & Pip xx
7 Comments on Grateful
fruitful - Wednesday, 2 Sep
I so understand where you are coming from and I plan to treasure every moment I have with my next pregnancy and TRY not to worry about a possible m/c. Best wishes for a happy and healthy 9mos ahead and healthy baby at the end!♣
DTPhillips - Wednesday, 2 Sep
It's so nice to hear you got your bfp and I wish you all the best. I understand how hard it is not to worry but try and stay positive.
TanMansMomma32 - Tuesday, 1 Sep
YAY!!! I just started crying!!! I didnt know about the BFP -- I am soooo happy for you and try not to worry your pretty self!! Take it easy and rest and be happy =) You deserve it!!
Blessedbeyondbelief - Tuesday, 1 Sep
BEX -- I totally love your attitude. Many people complain about being sick. I love that you smile. Enjoy your entire pregnancy! Love every throw up, every time you pee your pants (which you are young so you probably don't do that - lol), and every person touching your protruding belly. Also, enjoy every pound you gain and know that it will so all be worth it. You will be a great mom and you deserve this reward here on earth. Good luck to you and I will be praying for your pregnancy to be restful and that you will have a peace in your heart & mind. Know that you are thought of!
shawshoo - Tuesday, 1 Sep
I'm 9 weeks and still constantly checking for blood. And I had an ultrasound at 5 weeks 5 days and saw the heartbeat, so you never know!
redheadmama - Tuesday, 1 Sep
Becky, you go girl! I just want you to know that we're all pulling for you, and just ecstatic. It's so scary to be pregnant again after all we've been through. But you're right, it's such an overwhelming blessing. I'm glad you're able to be grateful for it, even when it's frightening.Next time I am pregnant, they want to do weekly ultrasounds on me starting as soon as I get a bfp. So I think sometimes they want to do scans before they can see a heartbeat. I would definitely not worry if you don't see much at 5w4d. Our specialist has already warned us that we won't see anything until at least 6 weeks (although HE will), and we shouldn't get too excited about anything until 8 weeks. Hm. Right. Not get excited.Anyway. :) Hope you are encouraged.HUGS!!!!
butterfly-angel - Tuesday, 1 Sep
Becky - crossing my fingers and my toes for you! You must be so excited and at the same time - so scared. Thats one thing about experiencing a m/c - it takes the innocence out of pregnancy...but one thing it does teach us, is to enjoy every second we have with our little miracle....take one day at a time Bex and enjoy. Big hugs xx
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