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bezzi44
	Age: 38 Country: USA Province/region: Michigan City: Holland Partner: Husband Rob Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Engineer
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10-1-2009 - Driving myself PSYCHOTIC!

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At my last doctor visit on Monday they told me they would be very surprised if they saw me at my next visit. Be mentally prepared to come in but they would be very surprised.

I went in there feeling like do-do and came out floating. Yeah!!! Woo Hoo. All week I've been taking my lap top home from work and cleaning off my desk 'just in case'. I asked the guy taking over for me, "Are you ready? Like if I don't come in tomorrow, are you ready?"

Every twinge, every BH, every cramp and I start to get excited and think "oh, this is it!" I woke up the other night in severe pain and thought, sweet! Lay there doing kegals waiting for the next "contraction". An hour passes...nothing. %$^%#^%#!!!!!!

I wake up every morning pissed off b/c I didn't go into labor during the night. I have my bag packed sitting in the closet taunting me... I have pads on my bed to protect my mattress in case my water breaks at night. I wont barely go anywhere or commit to anything b/c I might be in labor...

Last night DH asked me what I wanted for dinner tonight. I said "Hospital food." My DD asked me if we had plans this weekend. I said, "Yeah, going to the hospital to have a baby." DH asked me if I needed anything from the store. I said, "Champagne. To celebrate our baby and diet pepsi to go with my Captain I'm going to drink!"

I'm driving myself insane!!! I'm trying to take my GF's words to heart and enjoy these last weeks of my last PG ever. Trying to come up with a list of things that I wont be able to do once the baby is here but I'm stuck in psychotic must-go-into-labor-now mode.

Someone slap some sense into me! PLEASE!!!!

15 Comments on Driving myself PSYCHOTIC!

lilmissk - Monday, 12 Jan
LOL, that sees to be pretty normal!

Lovely3 - Monday, 12 Jan
{{{{hugs}}}} I experienced the same thing w/ my first pregnany. All I can say is hang in there. . . .your little one will be here before you know it. : ) . . . even though I know it don't seem like it right now.

annekat - Saturday, 10 Jan
I am the same! i have pains now and wondering again is this it? do i get the final things from the bathroom for my bag or continue to live from my hospital bag. I want to wear my near gown but dont want to get it dirty in case i go into labour so its sat in my hospital bag waiting for me.
I wakle up feeling weird! and peed off at another boring day around the house wondering when the heck is it going to happen! i have false contractions already and is it going to taunt me and go over due? i probably will go over due! I dont know this last bit is headwreaking!

catka - Saturday, 10 Jan
I noticed that the more time i spend on this site the more i think about labour / baby stuff.....if i don't come here everyday ... i feel better .... plus all the complaints on the site .... it just adds to your stress ...... try to switch your thoughts to something else ..... :) good luck! and remember ,..... NOT MUCH time left to suffer .... hehe :) it's NOT going to last forever trust me :) hehe .....Also, you don't have to ENJOY your last days of being preggo .... it's not the most enjoyable time by any means :) ... just try not to concentrate on it ..... u know when u wait for something ... it doesnt happen .... once u STOP waiting ..... bam! its here .... so .. :)))...... oh and God Bless your DH :) hope he is a patient one :)))

adnorel - Saturday, 10 Jan
I'm trying to keep from going psychotic on certain people but it's not cause I'm ready to be in labor....I just can't control the way I feel about my brother's fiance' and lil boy being here. She leaves her mess laying everywhere and we have enough of our own mess, LOL.....I wont go into that again but I'm with you on the psychosis...just in a different way.

mizrach7 - Saturday, 10 Jan
Bezzi~ I'm so with you!!! I just feel like it's gonna be really really soon (like the next 2-3 days) but know that it could just as easily be 3 weeks from now. I'm going nuts! just get this baby out of me!!! (seeing my sister holding her baby (born at 38 weeks) doesn't make the waiting easier...

babygirl (pink) - Saturday, 10 Jan
Bezzi....i think you should unpack your bag and just let things happen. Keep a list though like rebekah'smama. I don't know why i've always had the feeling that if i pack my bag, i will have a delayed labour. Unpack and things may start happening.

R-N-E-Bump - Saturday, 10 Jan
Holy crap do I now how you feel!!! I just feel bad that I can't be of real comfort to you now that I'm on the other side. Damn, I hope today's your day girl!!!

mdenault69 - Saturday, 10 Jan
I am so happy to have had the boys and I remember how you feel. Hope it happens soon for you, I will send you go into labor luv!
Michelle

mrs.cavey - Saturday, 10 Jan
I know exactly how you feel!! Everytime I feel any kinda of contraction or ache I'm like YAY It's happening.. and then NOTHING! I've desided that I'm not going to pay any attention to them anymore until they get REALLY uncomfertable. But theses little ones will be here soon enough so just try to take it easy.

andkris - Saturday, 10 Jan
LOL!! Bezzi u kill me!!!!!LOL ... but I know EXACTLY how u feel... I CANNOT WAIT either to have this baby... When I was in hospital on Christmas day, I thought that for sure she would be coming out that same day or at least in the next week... SHE AIN'T HERE YET!!!! Mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but all in time, these babies know when is the best time to come and every day they stay in is better for them so here are some words that my mother keeps telling me to "hopefully" bring u comfort....YOU HAVE LESS DAYS TO TRAVEL NOW IN THIS PREGNANCY THAN U'VE TRAVELLED ALREADY......The light at the end of the tunnel is right around the corner.....

yali - Saturday, 10 Jan
Ohh Bezzi I wish I could help but im just as phsycothic.

skyblue - Saturday, 10 Jan
You are so funny and i feel the same way. The funny thing is that I really bought into the blog about put into my place yet I still feel the same way as your new blog. LOL Just know that PSYCHOTICS need company. Cheers to us!

candiceleigh-x - Saturday, 10 Jan
I can't slap any sense into you, because i'm in the mode too. Everyday i'm like, maybe i won't be at school tomorrow cause i'll be in the hospital holding Kaleb. Lol. I can't help it, knowing that i'm full term and he would be perfectly fine the way he is right now, I just want him out now more than ever. Yesterday i had a huge contraction to the point where i had to stop walking, and i started stuttering to my friend and she almost got so excited but "said you can't go into labor with just me here!" lol.

ltosha78 - Saturday, 10 Jan
haha! know exactly how you feel. iam the same way. my last pregnancy and i am thinking i am going into labor with every little pain. i tell my husband," i don't want to go far, in case i go into labor. lol i feel ya!!

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