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03-5-2008 - month by month goings on in my body...ewwww

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

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30-4-08

Hey all. Im thinking i need to start having a little touchy feel with my cervical thingy so i can get the heads up before actual testing to see if i am pregnant. Mental note to self. Google feeling cervix......Make sure porn does not pop up.......I have had an emotion week from hell with my job finishing etc. I am bored with nothing to do as i dont start new business for a week so i could have a break (yeh right)....Whats the earliest anyone here has done a positive HPT ??

3-5-08

Ok the sticky stuff you can make stretch has been and gone this month but i still havent had the test confirm ovulation. Have been looking into getting tested for anovulation. Stupid damn body. My god all i had to do was say hi and i got pregnant when i didnt plan it. Now that DH and i are trying it wont happen. Its been 7 months. Have decided to write this blog to keep some sort of track of my mental and physical well being every month. Am due for AF on the 9th of may and have just started a new business. Its my hubby who would like a baby ASAP as he is older than me and also has only one biological child where as i have 1 from before we met and one with him. We shall see how things go. I might delete after getting AF every month to start a new blog so that when i do get up the duff it will be a nice week by week way to remeber it all. xx

4-5-08

Ok so its the day after writing this blog and my lower back is sore and i have had the past week of heart burn from hell !! Havent had any stomach cramps or sore boobs as i usually get at this time before AF so god knows whats hapening. I have however been having a stomach that seems to talk to me lol. .My last AF showed up 5 days late and i was p/o because i really felt pregnant but wasnt. its funny because im on the mind set of if it happens it happens and if it doesnt well ... it doesnt but the trying and the not knowing gives me the heeby jeeby's. I know if i do get prg that i have 2 weeks after finding out of peace then bang 24/7 sick so its beyond me why we go back. lol. Lucky babies are so damn cute or they would proberbly go extinct. Keep you all posted. xx

5-05-08

4 days till i test for pergnancy....I still havent had much of a sign that AF is coming. That is the weirdest thing. I normally have sore BB's and cramps the week before. Could be because i have a UTI coming back from earlier in the month. Im so pissed about that. Have to make a doctors appointment for that so i might use her pregnancy test while im in there (evil laugh) mwahahaha. Saves my money for important things like chocolate etc...keep you posted... My nips hurt a bit !

6-05-08

Well still no sign of AF coming.. No sore BB's or anything. Wierd. I did a early test tonight should have waited till morning but couldnt as usual. Will keep wondering till i get in at docs.

7-05-08

Ok im a bit confused. I am due on friday i guess. God knows hard to keep up with this year when it is literally flying by. No pain in tummy still except for a slight pulling to the left down below and i have had a stuffy nose for like 2 weeks!! Lower back pain is gone now thank god. I did a test last night and that was stupid for 2 reasons. 1, it was night time and 2, im not due till friday or thursday....Will hold onto the hope that maybe like my others it wont show up positive till a few days late. xx

Same day and god cant you tell im not working right now and am bored out of my brain. Cleaned the pool and both fishtanks. What the hell am i doing lol. I keep feeling like a tight twinge where i think an overy would be but i am due tomor or fri so i dont know what that is. I dont have any usual symptoms of AF and now i think i have lost my cervix !!! Ohh where ohh where could my cervix have disapered too. Had a few light head moments too. Have started taking folic acid incase it does actually happen so here's hoping. xx

8-05-08

Today is the day before i am due unless i ovulated late or hell maybe i didnt ovulate at all. I told hubby after this month i am going to become a born again virgin so i dont have any hope of being pregnant. It stresses me out and costs too much money as i cant help myself by not buying tests. Nipples are sore to touch otherwise ok and had mild AF cramps last night. Hubby is always so negative even though i know he is trying to prepare me for a negative which i should say i got again this morning but there was hardley any wee wee cos i had done that before i went to the shops. I suck......So tonight when i had a shower i noticed that my nipples are a bit darker than usual and the veins are bigger too. Could be coz i have wopper boobies but i dont know. Cervix a bit higher today than yesterday when i lost it lol. Doesnt feel as soft as usual. (poor baby if i get pregnant and print this out for its 21st speach lol) Am giong to wait till mothers day to do another test so i am well and truelly late. Would be a nice present!

9-05-08

Ok this crap is pissing me right off. I think my boobs are a bit browner than usual...normally they nice and pink. (nipples ) I havent got any of my well studied AF symptoms. Have had 3 neg tests and im pretty much thinking if it doesnt happen this month thats it coz i have a business to organise and run. I would love a baby but im not basing my whole life around having one and it does your head in big time. I cant wait so i spend a fortune on tests which turn out to be a big fat NEGATIVE. I almost hope i get AF tomor. Im in a very pisd mood incase anyone bothers to read this. You could almost say im hormonal. . . . . . . . Prob PMT. Forgot to mention that heartburn or indigestion is giving me hell. And news flash boobs are as of now on fire but only if i touch them. So i will not be touching them lol. Theres also more little nodule thingys on my nipples too. I dont know what they do but they are popping up like no ones business. Stay tuned for AF coming over night no doubt.

10-5-08

Slightly crampy today but nipples are definately browner. Veins are still more noticable but all could be signs of AF i guess....who the hell knows. I dont have any cm so thats not a good sign. whole bb's and not just the nipple are sore so am thinking AF is coming soon. Bit sad because i have made the desicion to not have any more babies after i get AF. Too hard to wait for it to come and i want to get business going full bore.

OMFG BFP its faint but hubby can see it and it there.....................holey crap there goes the business !!!!!!!

Took another test this morning just to be safe and it came up a lot faster than last night. i spose that means hormones are a go. I actually felt a bit nausias last night too which is wierd. Usually i get to at least 5 weeks then i feel crap and then at 6 weeks bla let the puke begin. Maybe it will be a bit diferent this time? Texted my mum this morning and said i hope you like being a mama cos guess what lol.

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