25-10-2010 - dr appointment tomorrow and depressed

My mood while writing this blog: depressed

I cant seem to get out of this slump. My first dr appointment is tomorrow and I recently started to just not care. Im depressed and feeling uncared for. why is it that my husband always has to be sicker then me like it is a compitition? Hummm i dont know why he took a four hour nap today could it be because he took a few tylonal pm pills. according to him he is just that sick LOL. I just want to be babied by him for once but no instead he tells me things like "man it up" and " you are over reacting" and " there is no reason you cant do that just because your pregnant!" he thinks that nothing changes when a women is pregnant and that she should feel and do exactly the same things as always. Work is treating me terrible and putting me in dangerous posts and my husband tells me well its work and youve got to do what they tell you to! I asked him if he could go and get me a borito the other day (i was getting hypoglacimia bad) and he said that i was perfectly cappable of doing it myself. I just want to feel cared for!!! I dont mind always caring for everyone else but once in a while it would be nice if someone would show me some. i dont even know if i want him to go to the dr app. with me at this point. He will probly get the dr to look at him and check him out for problems HAHA. Im serious; men are babies and like all the attention i wonder what he is going to do when the baby comes because attention wont be on him anymore !!! sorry just mad at my husband and venting thanks for reading