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| 19-4-2009 - Baby #2 |
My mood while writing this blog: exhausted |
So, as some of you may have read on my profile... yes I'm pregnant again and only 3 weeks after telling the father to hit the road. He lost 4 jobs in 8 months and I couldn't support him anymore. we were living my parent's house for free and he wouldn't do a damn thing. So come to find out, the last weekend we were together, he cheated on me and then had a new girlfriend ( the girl he cheated on me with) almost immediately. Then this past thursday, I find out that I'm pregnant... about 5 weeks along... or so what I calculated. Hailee is only 9 months old and by Christmas I will have 2 kids under 2. He doesnt know and I dont intend on telling him. He can't afford Hailee, let alone 2 so as far as he's concerned its not his. I dont want him ruining this child. As for Hailee, he hasnt contacted me but once to see how she is so I don't think I'll have to worry about him coming around... not to mention, he's moving up to Georgia with his girlfriend... fine with me,., the further away the better :) So here I am a single momma to one beautiful little girl and one on the way. My family is there to support me 100% and I dont need anything else and neither do my kids. I'd rather them not have a father than have one like theirs so as far as their concerned, they dont have one.... my dad is being more of a father to Hailee than Hailee's real father ever was. I'm very proud of myself for doing this on my own and me, Hailee and her new little brother or sister will be just fine :)
1 Comments on Baby #2bluejeans -
Sunday, 19 Apr Congratulations !! Your a strong woman!