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12-12-2010 - I LOST MY BEST FRIEND AND SOUL-MATE

My mood while writing this blog: ANGRY,SAD,CONFUSED

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DECEMBER 9,2010 I LOST MY SOUL-MATE AND MY BEST FRIEND MY HUSBAND TOOK HIS LIFE ON THIS DAY.I CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS GONE. It was ruled an accident. I WAS THERE WHEN IT HAPPEN. WE HAD BEEN FUSSING ALITTLE BIT BF IT HAPPEN. I WAS THERE BY HIS SIDE WHEN HE TOOK HIS LAST BREATHE IT WAS A VERY HARD THING TO WITNESS I WOULD NOT WISH THIS ON MY WORST ENEMY. WE HAD BEEN TOGETHER 15 YEARS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. ALL I CAN DO IS CONTINUE TO ASK GOD FOR STRENGTH FOR ME AND OUR KIDS. HERE I AM LEFT WITH TAKING CARE OF 6 KIDS NEVER SAW THIS IN MY FUTURE. HE WAS VERY DEPRESSED WHEN HIS DAD DIED JUST 8 MONTHS AGO,HE NEVER GOT OVER IT AND HE WAS A HEAVY DRINKER. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD TO EVEN HAVE TO PUT THIS ON MY PAGE.BUT IT GIVES ME ALITTLE BIT OF CLOSURE. I AND HIS CHILDREN ARE GOING TO MISS HIM DEARLY. HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND. WE HAD BEEN TOGETHER FOR 15 YEARS ITS VERY HARD PLANNING HIS FUNERAL ITS KILLING ME. HIS FAMILY AND MY FAMILY ARE GIVING ME MUCH SUPPORT. I JUST WISH IT WAS A VERY BAD DREAM AND I COULD JUST WAKE UP AND TOUCH HIM AND TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. HE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND ITS GOING TO BE HARD TO LOOK AT MY HUSBAND IN THAT CASKET BUT I GOTTA B STRONG FOR OUR KIDS. I WISH U ALL MUCH LOVE AND HAPPINESS MAY GOD BE WITH US ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

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14 Comments on I LOST MY BEST FRIEND AND SOUL-MATE


jewel 1 - Sunday, 26 Dec
OMG girl I am so sorry for your loss may God lift you and your family up during this tough time

babymoma08 - Friday, 17 Dec
(((((hugs)))))) I'm so sorry to hear that . I'm praying for you ,your kids and your family.

jamfam - Wednesday, 15 Dec
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your children and family. We pray that the peace of Jesus will wash over you. We pray for comfort.

NylahsMom - Tuesday, 14 Dec
I'm so sorry for your loss sweetie.. just as the other ladies said, its not many words that will make you feel better, only time will make it easier to cope b/c you will never get over it. I've went through this losing my soulmate and the pain you're feeling is unbearable I know. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here... I can be a good listener.

neemoh - Tuesday, 14 Dec
I am sorri for the loss may God give u strength during this time n ur children too.

mamacita3 - Tuesday, 14 Dec
Soo sorry, how sad..God Bless you!

minasuecr - Monday, 13 Dec
wish i had words that could help heal the heart. i am so very sorry for your loss. i cannot even imagine how you are even beginning to cope. try to stay strong i know god will help give you the strength and peace to go from here.

nickybaby - Monday, 13 Dec
Im so sorry for your lost but always remember God wont put more on you then you can bare. You must be a strong women to have to endure this and God definitely believes you are strong enough to take on the role of being a single mother of six. You are amazing just keep praying and always remember the father in heaven is watching over you and your family. You will be in my prayers God Bless Nicky

phillygirl2 - Monday, 13 Dec
I have no words that can even begin to comfort you and help you and your family heal. I'm so very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers

julz - Monday, 13 Dec
I am so very sorr for your loss. Know that you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

sugarcubesandcottoncandy - Sunday, 12 Dec
Heavens. Nothing I tell you can ease your pain right now. wish I were there to hug you tight and to help you ride through this. Will be praying to god for strength and wisdom to help you through life. Am so sorry.

kitty79 - Sunday, 12 Dec
I am so sorry for your loss. God will help you and the kids through this time...

Leannas ♥ Mummy - Sunday, 12 Dec
God bless him he is not suffering now and he will guide u all through life, im so sorry for your loss i hope you get through it and the pain heels soon. I will pray for u all. x

tassie-mum - Sunday, 12 Dec
I'm so so sorry you had to go through something so traumatic, life is going to be so hard for a very long time but it will get better, day by day. Just take a day a time lovely.Im praying for you and the children x