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10-7-2008 - 1st test

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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Well- I broke down and tested this a.m......BFN. BUT! When I was pregs in the spring I did the same late and had a BFP in bld work...all hope is not lost yet. I really should have waited till tomorrow 4 days till AF could not wait. Still feeling nauseated, hot and cold sweats, greasy face, wierd cramping and bb's are swollen and hurting. So lets sit tight and wait, I will not test again till Tuesday which is my new cycle day...wish me luck. Or....I just do the stinkin bld test at work, but then feel like i am jinxing it. Wait, wait wait....and had a gross bad dream about losing a baby last night, graphic and disgusting.....need to stop thinking about this, because if I do have a BFN than I start all over. sigh....................

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2 Comments on 1st test


chips - Friday, 11 Jul
do the test sweetie!! atleast it will make you feel better than you do now.........Have u had AF systoms??
good luck sweetie, I will pray for you
big hug
god bless

roosa - Friday, 11 Jul
If it was me I would take advantage of my work and take that blood test! I am sure as a nurse you don't get to take advantage very often. You give so much.
I too had a dream last night of having a miscarriage. I speak against that! For both of us!

Love and hugs,
Karin