17-6-2009 - Proof of Pregnancy!

My mood while writing this blog: feel sick...

SOOO!!! i had my planned parenthood appointment this morning at 11 !!! but i didnt get what i was looking for there... see, last summer when i went they stuck a cold metal bar up my crotch and found out how far along i was by looking at the size of the baby on the monitor.. and they printed out a copy of it and let me keep it... but apparently they're not allowed to do that anymore?? im so pissed because i dont have insurance right now so i had to pay 50 freaken dollars just for them to tell me 2 things that i already knew.. that i was pregnant, and that i did not have hiv/aids... thats all they did!!! i was soooo pissed.

and now i dont even know how far along i really am because my periods are very irregular...so i never write them down.. and she asked when my last period was.. i told her idk... and she said well around when did you last get it? i was like uhmm.. idk around the begining of last month i think. so she just picked a day. she was like okay does the 4th sound okay? i was like uh sure... so according to her guess, im around 6 - 6 1/2 weeks preg!!!! im going for an appointment on the 29th to get insurance for the doctors appointments!! :)!!!

i feel soooo sick today though... the past like..week i been feeling nautious all day... but today is the first day that i actually almost throw up every 10 mins... im at work right now and i almost feel like walking out and going home... im very aggrivated at my job right now... the customers are all being dickheads today... and i feel like im gonna throw up any second... i dont have the patience today :( but i know that i need the moneyyy... now that i found out my car insurance is due NEXT MONTH....when i was told not till august... sooo i have to pull 300 dollars out of my ass by next month :( then im good for the next 6 months lol but still where am i gonna get this money!?!?!? AHHH!!!!