22-11-2009 - 7 month update!

My mood while writing this blog: in pain...

okay ladies!!! sorry i havent written in awhilee... i dont remember if i mentioned this in another blog or not, but i dont have internet at home.. so i update when i can at my moms house... but right now im in georgia visiting some family!!!

let me start off by sayinggg... i still dont know the gender.. UGH my doctors an asshole. but everyones already buying neutral colors for me so i guess its gonna be a surprize for when the babys born!

so im 7 months along now... actually 7 months and 3 days to be exact...but whos counting? ohh,ME!!!!!!!!! :)

soo ive been in soooooooo much pain lately... not until ive been down here in georgia though... see i dont eat alot when im at home...dont really care for food too much..never really did though, but anyway my grandpa is retired and does nothing but cook cook cook... and hes italian so he dosent just cook a little... he cooks MASSIVE meals.. and hes been cooking non-stop down here in georgia.. and he HATES it when we dont eat his food...he conciders it rude when we dont eat...and you dont want to piss off us italians... so ive been eating non stop...(thus half my family being pretty over weight...) but he cooks with alottt of oils and all this fatty crap..but omg it tastes so good..but my point is, my belly literally grew twice the size from eating soo much this past week. you would think im 8 1/2 months pregnant...not 7. and im so afraid of being a fatass after the baby is delivered...idk what to do :(
but anyways, since ive been eating so much and my belly literally grew 2x the size in the past week.... my ribs and my back have been KILLING ME!!! :( i cant wait to get home to use my lotion...i forgot it at home and now im scared shitless of getting stretch marks!! AHH!!

im getting to the point in the pregnancy where its starting to REALLY REALLY SUCK. sleeping is non-existant...i swear my ribs must be bruised or something...and my back feels like its broken! ughhhhhhhhh.. i would almost rather have the morning sickness all over again...
but i cant lie though, i LOOVEE being able to feel every move the baby is making... it just melts my heart everytime :)

poor john couldnt feel the baby moving until like a week ago... see everytime the baby moves, and i put his hand there so he can feel it, the baby stops moving. we would sit there for literally like 5-10 minutes waiting for it to kick or move... and it dosent. then AS SOON AS we take his hand off, it starts kicking again... so my baby is alreadyyy a smart ass...oh mann am i in trouble!! LOL!

alright ladies, sorry... i think ive written enough!!
just wanted to do a quick update for you all!!!

<3*Cassiyyy!!!!!!