07-6-2009 - My mommy (graphic content of sorts)

My mood while writing this blog: sad :(

I'm so worried about my mommy. She called me this afternoon and said she was going to the hospital. It appears she woke up yesterday with blood coming from her mouth. She didn't bother to tell me because she knew I'd worry. Today she woke up with her pillow covered in blood. My mother has always believed in God, but has never led her life through God. Day before yesterday she had my grandmother (who is a saint) pray with her and asked forgiveness for all she's done in her life. I'm terrified knowing this is the beginning of the end and I'm so far away.

Mom's birthday is October 9 and my little miracle Jacob is due October 7. It seems everytime someone close to me has been taken away we have been given a baby to replaece them. I don't know if i can handle losing my momma right now. Any and all prayers would be so greatly appreciated.